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tldr at bottom
my (f21) bf (m21) and i have been dating for about 8 months. we have had a few ups and downs, a lot of it tied to communication and long distance. i recently moved back home because of mental health issues.
although to have not been formally diagnosed yet (literally seeing a psychiatrist in a few days), i exhibit all signs of quiet bpd. essentially it’s emotional torture and constant overthinking. all my emotions are heighten. i don’t feel sad, i feel depressed. i don’t feel annoyed, i feel rage. i’m high functioning so i hide it really well, but it drives me crazy. i have really bad trust issues.
my bf has been pretty supportive through this. he has me spend the night whenever i’m sad, sits with me when i have mental breakdowns, and once even tolerated me screaming horrible things at him for 15 hours straight (he cheated tho so idk if it was warranted). i get horrible anxiety and will stop eating for days, he will sit with me and make sure i eat. stuff like that.
anyway i’m here to kinda vent and hear opinions. i can’t tell if the things below are a big deal. i can’t tell if he cares about me and likes me, or if he likes having a gf. sometimes i split (go from admiring him to feeling completely rejected and angry). he is my first serious bf so idk if i should just get over these things (normal relationship bumps) or if i should focus on myself. and please remember i show signs of bpd which is essentially clinical overthinking and insecurity.
rundown on our issues: - asked to face fuck me right after i was getting harassed with dick pics on the internet (november). caused a problem but i kinda had a bpd episode around this time so i kinda overreacted. but still feels a little insensitive - bf semi cheated on me in december. he was drunk and we were sorta in the process of breaking up but it wasn’t complete yet. he was honestly very remorseful so i gave him a second chance. but the way it happened was bad. found out at my belated b day dinner. he fucked a girl with the friend who i was at dinner with in the room (he thought she was asleep) at a party. - bf told me he loved me in january but didn’t mean it. i could tell he didn’t mean it bc he said it in the middle of sex. i confronted him about it later because he didn’t say it again for 3 days. he felt bad and said he thought he meant it but he needed more time. he still hasn’t said it since. - bf had 21st birthday party in march. as soon as his golf friends showed up he semi abandoned me. he introduced me one time super fast then kinda left and i just hung out with some of his older friends. then we went to his golf friends’s house and he kinda left me. he didn’t really try to hang with me at all. i felt very hurt and wanted to leave but also he as super drunk and on adderall so i let it pass. idk if i’m overrracting to this. i know im a little sad to be around rn but i was having fun! i was in party mode - bf and i go to rave in late march. on the second day he gets drunk and begs to pregame with our neighbors. i felt a little hurt bc why wouldn’t you want to pregame with your hot gf alone in a hotel room? then he kept leaving me to dance with other people (boys and girls) at the rave. he hardly danced with me. i was super exhausted bc i had just come straight from finals week but i was dancing and having fun! this really hurt my feelings bc i looked so slutty and why would he want to dance with other girls and not me? and then the one time we did dance he grinder up on me for the attention of some random dudes (which i didn’t realize until halfway through and then i was super embarrassed and stopped). my bf was rolling tho so idk if im overreacting. it’s a rave and im insecure. - also at the rave, while drunk he kept asking to pee on me because he thought it would be funny? idk kinda made me feel like shit - yesterday /today he went to a party and didn’t really tell me about it. it was his golf friends (girl and boy golfers at our local college). i asked him if i could join them for a party some time and he said maybe but that he wanted to keep these people his thing “if that makes sense”. this hurt my feelings bc it’s not like im trying to smother him. i just want to hang out with his friends when i didn’t have a final the the next week because the last time i met these friends at his birthday party i had to leave early for finals preparation the next morning. also he knows i don’t have many friends and i kinda clicked with one of the girls at golf house so ouch
other concerns: - porn addiction. face fucking and peeing on me without even saying i love you? feels a little sus to me - phone addiction. how often do your partners spend on their phones around you? sometimes i have to ask him to put his phone down while talking to me. he is always on it! -he never takes bereals with me. ever. even if he is taking it while i’m there. -he never compliments me. i got all dressed up for a jazz concert and i basically had to drag a complement out of him. the last time he told me i was pretty was after i sucked his dick. - never drunk texts or calls me. but he’s always on his phone around me?
my parents say it seems like he really likes me. i don’t want to sound needy so i don’t often ask him for assurance but lately i have been needing to ask i him a bit. i don’t want to push him away by asking so many questions but these things seem to bother me bc i can’t stop thinking about them.
idk what to think.
edit: i want to ask him for reassurances like “do you like me?” and “do you have fun with me?” and “am i special to you?” but i don’t want to annoy him.
TLDR: i have bpd which basically means i’m insecure and overthink on a clinical level. sometimes i feel like my bf doesn’t truly value me and that he just doesn’t want to be lonely bc he ignores me when inebriated

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During the original broadcast, I didn't discover the Insiders Podcast until season 5. I'm doing a rewatch now, and listening to the Insiders Podcast after every episode.
I made similar threads for seasons 1 - 3.
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From the 4x05 Insiders Podcast: Quite A Ride.
Cara Pifko (Paige) is a guest host.
* Breaking Bad was shot on film. Better Call Saul is shot in digital.
To help maintain the look of Breaking Bad, the teaser was shot on film. It's the first time on Better Call Saul that a teaser was shot on film.
However, the paper shredder scene was shot on the Red Dragon digital camera, because they needed the higher frame rate, so they could run it in slow motion.
The paper shredder was one of the last things they shot for the season.
They used some colored text on the paper, so the shot looks better. Otherwise, the shot was coming out too much in black and white.
* The set for Saul's office has been on storage since Breaking Bad. They took it out of storage.
* The teaser is supposed to contrast with who Jimmy states he wants to be, at the end of the PPD interview. We can see that he doesn't end up being the type of lawyer he wanted to be.
* Paige has done voices for several Mass Effect games.
She had to do some intimate scenes with a friend of hers, which was a little weird.
She has also done motion capture for a video game, that never got released.
For some of the motion capture, she says it's funny to hold a piece of wood, and pretend it's a gun. She likens it to a kid playing pretend.
* Paige is also doing online teaching acting for Emerge Media.
* It's very hard to bring actors from overseas. They need a work visa, etc.
The last time they did that was on Breaking Bad, when they had two Germans.
* They wanted a contrast between the two engineers. With the French one being composed. And the German one being very open, talking about how he took the dramamine, but it didn't work, etc.
The German's attention to detail, and honesty paid off.
While the French one is like someone who will say anything to get a job.
They also wanted a contrast with Mike's personality, with the German one.
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From the 4x06 Insiders Podcast: Pinata.
Patrick Fabian is a guest host.
* Patrick Fabian explains the Jon Cryer thing. He referenced him in last season's 3x08 podcast.
So Jon Cryer allegedly wins the Malibu triathlon every year.
Fabian also says that Cryer won the triathlon, hosted the Emmys, and won an Emmy, during one of the years.
I still don't know which year he's talking about, as this wiki doesn't have Cryer as an Emmy host.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Pr...ceremonies
Fabian says Cryer might have peaked on that day.
* They wonder if Cryer's life is just an extended role of the Cryer movie, "Hiding Out".
* For the teaser, they like how Kim was prepared to show her legal knowledge to Chuck, while in the mail room, if she ever got a chance to meet him.
And they wanted to show how Kim admired Chuck.
Nothing flirty. It's smart, respectful, not second guessing him, but showing she's been thinking about the case.
* Chuck also tests her, by asking "what's the case"? He really already knows. And she knows the answer.
Chuck and Howard also want Kim to succeed, as they see her potential.
* The teaser also shows of when Jimmy falls for Kim. And when he thinks maybe he can be a lawyer.
* They also point out how Jimmy doesn't notice how condescending Jimmy is.
* Fabian says Chuck isn't condescending, he has a business to run. Not be an Oscars pool guy.
* It didn't really dawn on Fabian that Michael McKean wouldn't be an actor with him, until the first day of 4x01. He knew Chuck was dead at the end of season 3.
It just didn't hit him until they started 4x01.
* The name of the case, Isaacson v. Vakarian Holdings, Inc., is a fake case, with a reference to a video game. "Vakarian" is a character in Mass Effect.
The teaser takes place in 1993.
* Howard's "fuck you" to Jimmy has been a long time coming. Starting with the pilot, when Jimmy interrupted his meeting, and called him "Lord Vader", and ripped a check in his face, and tried to extort him.
* Gilligan is wondering how they allowed the F bomb.
They tell him they're not overusing their privilege.
And how they don't have all the characters constantly dropping F bombs.
* Fabian says between Jimmy telling him "you have a cross to bear" in 4x01, and the Kim scene in 4x02, leads to the disheveled bathroom scene in 4x06.
He was unshaven too.
* Cara Pifko (Paige) has known Ben Bela Bohm (Kai) from before. They are friends.
They were surprised to see each other on the set, as they didn't know they would each be there on the show.
Bohm was about to go back to Germany, and then this part came through, so he stayed.
* They had help from Bohm on how to make the German dialogue more conversational.
* Vince Gilligan is surprised they had to pay editor Joey Reinisch, to be the voice on the other end of the phone line, when Jimmy is on the phone at CC Mobile.
* They say the old Italian spaghetti western movies, pre 1980, would be shot with no audio, or with people speaking in their own language. And they'd add the audio in post production.
* For the pinatas, there's rules on how long the actors can hang upside down. They can only hang upside down for a minute 15 seconds at a time. The actual time is a little less, since it takes a few seconds to tie and untie them. The clock starts as soon as they are off the ground.
When stunt actors are used, the time allowed is expanded to 2 - 3 minutes.
This is all for safety reasons.
* They had to make the pinatas easy to break. So they could break in one hit.
* They bought up all of the pinatas from a several mile range, at that time. They feel sorry if anyone had a birthday or celebration during that week, since they bought up all of those pinatas.
* It's easy to pass out when upside down, and not know one is about to pass out.
* They kind of have to stop filming every 45 seconds.
* The upside down shots are only at the beginning.
* Patrick Fabian says to memorize your pocket dialogue (i.e. when the Germans are playing basketball; drinking beer; etc.)
He says treat it like regular script.
Because there might be a day where the director decides to film you up close for 50 yards, and if you don't know the pocket dialogue, and the cameras are on you, you'll never feel colder on the back of your neck.
Even if the pocket dialogue is in German, you still have to know it.

I’m so excited !! My cousin (daughter’s godmother) called me last night to announce that she was expecting her first baby for October !! I’m the first one on our side of the family (except her parents and her sister) she told I’m so happy for her ! My daughter (3.5 yo) loves babies I’m sure she’s going to be over the moon !
It’s so funny because her due date is 9 days before my birthday in October (but she thinks they are a couple of days wrong) and when I was pregnant with my daughter my due date was her actual birthday in July (but my daughter came 2 weeks before, and like my cousin, they were a couple of days wrong for my due date).
My cousin asked me to keep it for myself and not tell my mom and brothers but I’m so happy I wanted to share it with somebody !

I feel alone even though I know I am not. I am in a committed relationship and know I am loved, but I can’t stop struggling. I have a very bad relationship with my family, we basically do not talk anymore and every time I see a family that functions, my heart stops. I am a very family oriented person so actually having to cut contact with the most toxic part of my life hurt, but I knew it needed to be done. I was struggling with them and I cant seem to stop struggling without them because they have such a strong hold onto me. I was always feeling alone in a room full of my family there could have been 10 people but also only like 2 but every time i was in a room with them, i felt small. I felt unseen, unheard and unwanted. Now I can’t stop loosing those feelings and it sucks, because I do want the life I know I can have and deserve. I just can’t see myself having all that or even be alive for my next birthday. I’m young and I know that, I have a whole life ahead of me a lot of people would tell me, but I am so exhausted and so drained there is no energy left to fight for that whole life ahead of me. The only reason I keep going right now is my partner, kind of. They worked a lot to have me where I am right now and I couldn’t be happier to have this person in my life, I feel I owe them to keep on fighting even though its hard for me. But at the same time they’re also the only person that seems to want me to stay alive. After my father completely cut contact, my so called best friend also cut contact with me and now I feel more alone than ever. It became the most apparent on our trip. Every time something cool or funny happened they would have had someone to tell, always have someone that texted them to know how they are doing or feeling. While I had nothing. No one to text. So while they are my blessing they also remind me a lot of times how it is when people care about you and that I don’t have that, it stings. Seeing them happy with their family stings too a lot, but it also makes me have faith. Faith that some people on earth aren’t that cruel to just hate their own child or sibling to make them feel so unwanted all their life and then blame them for wanting to heal.
I am struggling, very hard because one part of me finally wants to just give in and make my own inner peace by not being anything anymore. At the same time a small but strong part of me, wants to keep going. Because of my partner but also because once I was that energetic happy little adventurous child and somewhere deep in me that child is buried and wants to come out. It just can’t right now and that is frustrating.

Today's anniversaries are:
1976

• Rush - 2112 ()

1999

• Venetian Snares - Fuck Canada / Fuck America (electronic, idm, analog, breakcore, drunk, heavy petting, jungle, ladies underwear, noise, speedcore, stupid, venetian snares, winnipeg, Winnipeg)

2000

• Anorexia Nervosa - Drudenhaus (black, black metal, death, extreme metal, metal, thrash, France)

2001

• Rammstein - Mutter (Metal)

2003

• Venetian Snares - Badminton (electronic, idm, analog, breakcore, jazz, jungle, Winnipeg)

2007

• Journal - Casualties of War (mathcore, metal, metalcore, music for video games, of, progressive metal, unlorja, war, Sacramento)

2008

• Poil - L'Ire des papes (progressive rock, rock, superhero big beat surf, noise, Lyon)

2009

• Comity - You Left Us Here… (metal, post hard core, violence, experimental, metal, sludge, Paris)

2010

• Down I Go - Witness the Shitness (dinocore, disastercore, metal, robotcore, tyrantcore, London)

2012

• Niechęć - Śmierć w miękkim futerku (jazz, jazz fusion, avant-garde, jazz and improvised music, jazz rock, post-rock, Warszawa)
  
• Profond Barathre, Rorcal, and Malvoisie - Split (black metal, geneva, metal, collaboration, doom, drone, post-hardcore, post-metal, split, Switzerland)
  
• The Great Gamble - Book 1 (progressive rock)
  

2013

• Postmadonna - Postmadonna (adhd rock, electronic, experimental, progressive rock, punk, alternative rock, math pop, math rock, Seattle)
  
• Pryapisme - Hyperblast Super Collider (metal, rocococore, avantgarde, experiemental, progressive, France)
  
• Teramobil - Multispectral Supercontinuum (metal, instrumental, mathcore, progressive, technical, Montreal)
  

2014

• Lee Wanner - Vanilla Suburb (Electro, Soul & Funk)
  
• Naðra - Eitur (black metal, metal, Iceland)
  
• Pyrrhon - The Mother of Virtues (extreme metal, metal, death metal, gorguts, metal, portal, progressive death metal, progressive metal, tech death, techdeath, technical death metal, ulcerate, New York)
  
• Throatpunch City - Two Thousand and Punch: A Face Odyssey (progressive rock, rock, math, math rock, mathrock, prog, prog rock, progressive, riffs, tech prog, UK) Read our review.
  

2015

• Time Bomb - Exegesis (deathcore, metal, avant-garde, crust, experimental, grindcore, mathcore, noisecore, progressive, Fresno)
  
• You Probably Haven't Heard of Us - Pretentious Hipster Garbage (experimental, hipster garbage, indie, metal, Baltimore)
  

2016

• Enlight - Voices (alternative, ep, enlight, progressive rock, ethereal, guitar, prog, voices, Melbourne)
  
• Entheos - The Infinite Nothing (Metal) Read our review.
  
• Hamburger Helper - Watch the Stove ()
  
• Huő - Sques (alternative, indie, indie rock, math rock, post-hardcore, Connecticut)
  
• I Am the Morning - Lighthouse (progressive rock, rock, baroque rock, chamber progressive, chamber rock, female vocals, neo-classical, string quartet, Sankt Peterburg) Read our review.
  
• Marena Whitcher's Shady Midnight Orchestra - Trü Wissdursiktiga Spukkisväberss (experimental, ghost jazz, jazz, pop, avant-garde, fairytale, spokenword, Switzerland) Read our review.
  
• Mogwai - Atomic (rock, alternative, instrumental rock, post-rock, soundtrack, soundtracks, United Kingdom)
  
• Moonsorrow - Jumalten aika (Pop, Rock, Hard Rock, Metal)
  
• Niechęć - Niechęć (jazz, jazz fusion, avant-garde, jazz, jazz and improvised music, jazz rock, nu-jazz, post-rock, Warszawa) Read our review.
  
• Piss Vortex - Future Cancer (experimental, experiemental, grindcore, hardcore, jazz, metal, Copenhagen)
  
• Port noir - Any Way the Wind Carries (Alternative) Read our review.
  
• Sevish - MK-Superduper (drum & bass, electronic, london, uk, atmospheric, breakbeat, drum and bass, "drum'n'bass", liquid, liquid dnb, microtonal, xenharmonic, United Kingdom) Read our review.
  
• Slice the Cake - Odyssey to the Gallows (death metal, deathcore, esoteric, metal, occult, progressive, Brighton) Read our review.
  
• Slice the Cake - Odyssey to the West (death metal, deathcore, esoteric, metal, occult, progressive, conceptual, esoteric, occult, technical death metal, Brighton) Read our review.
  
• The Algorithm - Brute Force (breakcore, electronic, electronic-metal, idm, metal, France) Read our review.
  
• The Enid - Dust (Alternative, Pop, Rock, Indie Rock/Rock pop) Read our review.
  
• Uncanny - Uncanny (experimental, metal, jazz, progressive, Oslo)
  
• Wildernessking - Levitate (atmospheric, black metal, metal, post, progressive, rock, Cape Town) Read our review.
  

2017

• Crater - Mother Unnatural (death metal, extreme metal, metal, progressive metal, Davenport)
  
• Hermelin - Tüdelüt (math rock)
  
• Lucio Hortas - Landscapes (metal, ambient, djent, instrumental, progressive metal, Buenos Aires)
  
• Soonago - Nephele (instrumental metal, rock, ambient, bielefeld, germany, instrumental rock, metal, post-metal, post-rock, postrock, rock, shoegaze, Bielefeld)
  
• Stnnng - Veterans of Pleasure (noise rock, punk, rock, art rock, post-punk, Minneapolis)
  
• Their Dogs Were Astronauts - The Djent (djent)
  

2018

• Asēitās - Asēitās (black metal, blackened death metal, death metal, metal, doom metal, technical death metal, Portland)
  
• Brutal Blues - BB (punk, grind, grindcore, noise, noise grind, space grind, Norway)
  
• Frayle - The White Witch (alternative, rock, doom, doom rock, hard rock, heavy, metal, stoner, stoner rock, witchrock, witchy, Cleveland)
  
• Ichika - He Never Fades (soundtrack, experimental, guitar instrumental, Tokyo)
  
• Ichika - She Waits Patiently (soundtrack, experimental, guitar instrumental, Tokyo)
  
• Ill Considered - 3 (experimental, improvisation, london, postjazz, soundtrack, London)
  
• Into the Infinite - Planar Collapse (death metal, deathcore, metal, breakdowns, chugs, djent, heavy metal, new jersey music, progressive metal, tech death, thrash, New Jersey)
  
• Jazztick - Game Set! (jazz, jazz fusion, arrangement, vgmusic, Santiago)
  
• Omega Diatribe - Trinity (djent, extreme metal, groove, groove metal, math metal, metal, modern metal, djent, math metal, progressive metal, Hungary)
  
• Pharnal - Limbes (jazz fusion, progressive rock, rock, prog, progressive, progressive metal, Lyon)
  
• Third Island - Omelas (metal, omelas, shoegaze, stoner metal, tipperary, doom, post-metal, post-rock, sludge, Limerick)
  
• Усы (Usy / uSSSy) - Demos (experimental, noise-rock, other, psychedelic, quarter-tones rock, город Москва)
  
• 大神棍 (Dàshén gùn) - 烈祝贺你妈福专 (Liè zhùhè nǐ mā fú zhuān / Bless Your Mother) (extreme metal, metal, alternative metal, funny, progressive metal, Beijing)
  

2019

• Dave Nasty & Antonio the Top Jawn - Unfair (experimental, brutal prog, harsh noise, heavy, industrial, industrial noise, no wave, noise rock, now wave, pigfuck, post-industrial, power electronics, psychedelic, sludge, Chicago)
  
• Ex fauna - Blue Moon (punk, antagonism, dissonant, experimental punk, noise, noise rock, sound effects, spastic, thrash, Chicago)
  
• Foli griô orquestra - Ajo (world fusion)
  
• Gardenjia - Immortal (metal, dark metal, progressive metal, Brindisi)
  
• Julien Favreuille, Christophe Motury, and Stefan Orins - Till mina vänner (jazz, Lille)
  
• Skeletonized - We Gladly Feast on Those who Would Subdue Us (experimental, electronic music, free improvisation, heavy, no wave, noise, noise punk, saxophone, Pittsburgh)
  
• The Orchestra of Mirrored Reflections - Best (Jazz)
  
• Tony Wilson & Burn Down the Cornfield - This Way through the Forest (experimental, jazz, experimental, jazz, Vancouver)
  
• Triocracy - Pyramid Scheme (creative jazz, jazz, avant garde jazz, classical jazz, jazz and improvised music, modern jazz, neo-classical, new classical-jazz-improvisation, new music, nu-jazz, Minneapolis)
  

2020

• Dead - Raving Drooling (experimental rock)
  
• Intoku - Intoku (math rock)
  
• Naegleria fowleri - Prognosis Dire (experimental death metal)
  
• OA/E? - Overview Effect (experimental electro)
  
• Paris Death Hilton - Age of Death (experimental math rock)
  
• Sandesh Nagaraj - Full of Life, Full of Death (contemporary classical, experimental electro)
  
• Sanity Obscure - Space. Doom. Mystery (technical death metal)
  
• Space Echo - 4月 (Shigatsu / April) (darkwave)
  
• Strange Things - Sunshine (post-rock)
  

2021

• Big Chef - Split with Big Chef (brutal death metal)
  
• Déhà - A fleur de peau Ⅳ : No More Dawn (post-black metal)
  
• Maston - Panorama (jazz fusion)
  
• Pulses - 話す (Hanasu) (nightcore)
  
• The Monsters of Kattegat Orchestra - Ghosts & Mementos (post-rock)
  
• Yoe - To Exist among Wolves (free improvisation, noise)
  
• Ահամահ (Ahamah) - Ահամահ (Ahamah) (blackened doom metal)
  

2022

• Amalia Umeda Quartet - Nowoświt (avant-garde jazz)
  
• Andromida - Wrath of the Vanguard (electro-djent)
  
• Aquae fūrtīvae - Road to Square One (progressive metal)
  
• Asher Gamedze, Xristian Espinoza, and Alan Bishop - Out Side Work (Two Duets) (free jazz)
  
• Awaken Eternity - Leviathan (progressive metal)
  
• Black Death Cult - Diaspora (blackened death metal)
  
• Bryan McAllister - I'll Meet You There (jazz fusion)
  
• Candescent AD - Dissociation in Three Fractions (post-hardcore)
  
• Carpenter Brut - Leather Terror (darkwave)
  
• Chainsaw for Birthday - Hell Is Empty (post-rock)
  
• Chienvoler - SVP me contacter si vous connaissez la personne qui a perdu un CD identifié « MUSIC-19 Feb 2022 Master » dans le lecteur du Communauto/Flex 2951 à Montréal le 31 mars 2022 (experimental rock)
  
• Choke Me - Death like a Sunset (grindcore)
  
• Cordâme - Ravel inspirations (classical, jazz)
  
• Cratophane - Cratophane (avant-prog)
  
• Crom-Tech - Gravity (jazzcore)
  
• Design Flaw - Beasts of a Future Decay (post-hardcore)
  
• Dirty Shirt - Get Your Dose Now! (folk metal)
  
• DJ Travella - Mr Mixondo (experimental EDM)
  
• Dustin Laurenzi's Natural Language - Seamless Architectures (modern jazz)
  
• Ekkaia - Las hogeras arden cada vez con más fuerza (blackened hardcore)
  
• Eunoia - Psyop of the Year (post-hardcore)
  
• Fire Bush - The Kids, the kids (math rock, post-rock)
  
• Fire-Toolz - I Can't Die as Well (metal vapour)
  
• Forests - Get In Losers, We’re Going to Eternal Damnation (math rock)
  
• Gazelle Twin - The Wastelands (experimental pop)
  
• God's America, Fed Ash, Beggin' for Oxys, and Reeking Cross - Four-Way Split (grindcore)
  
• Gold - This Shame Should Not Be Mine (darkwave, post-rock)
  
• Golgothan Remains - Adorned in Ruin (death metal)
  
• Hikes & Into It. Over It - Reciprocity (math rock) Read our review.
  
• Homeskin - Each Day Orbital (avant-garde black metal)
  
• Homeskin - Old Smeuse (blackened grindcore)
  
• Hyalophagia - The Luminous Apex (technical death metal)
  
• If It Kills You - Invisible Self (post-rock)
  
• Islander - It’s Not Easy Being Human (nu-metal)
  
• José Lencastre's Common Ground - Common Ground (free jazz)
  
• Kheth Astron - Portable Braingate (ambient electro)
  
• King Garbage - Heavy Metal Greasy Love (R&B, soul)
  
• Kokko Quartet - Broken Dream (modern jazz)
  
• La Société des timides à la parade des oiseaux - Romanciel (avant-prog)
  
• LDSN - Not-Knowing Feast (musique concrète)
  
• Le Collège d'ingénierie à l'œil - Partie 1 (psychedelic folk)
  
• Lemat - Ensemble of Organic Amazements, Volume Ⅱ (psychedelic rock)
  
• Limbo God - Closure (progressive rock, folk)
  
• Mattergy - Primordial Wrath (progressive metal)
  
• Meshuggah - Immutable (progressive metal)
  
• Michael Larocca - Ideal Laundromat (free improvisation)
  
• Moonsüün - Recovering (free improvisation)
  
• Niechęć - Unsubscribe (jazz fusion)
  
• OK Wait - Well (post-rock)
  
• Ouranos - Voir la lumière (atmospheric black metal)
  
• Pattern-Seeking Animals - Only Passing Through (progressive rock)
  
• Phase Duo - Generative Glimpse (experimental electro)
  
• Pipia - Bang (experimental rock)
  
• Psychic Graveyard & USA Nails - Split (experimental rock)
  
• Pup - The Unraveling of Pup the Band (indie punk)
  
• Rob Clearfield & Quin Kirchner - Concentric Orbits (modern jazz)
  
• Rob Ford Explorer - Two Songs (math rock)
  
• Saklas - The One Who Swallowed God (avant-garde black metal)
  
• Sarcastic Burn Victim & Suppression - Split (jazzgrind)
  
• Şatellites - Şatellites (psychedelic folk)
  
• Simon Nabatov Octet - A Few Incidences (avant-garde jazz)
  
• Slant of Light - Slant of Light (indie rock)
  
• Summer Birds - Edges Mixtape (post-rock)
  
• Sunrise and Ammunition - Triangulum (psychedelic rock)
  
• Talsur - Dark (atmospheric doom metal)
  
• Thebes - Ziggurat beyond the Unseen Shroud (atmospheric black metal)
  
• Tranzat - Ouh là là (progressive metal)
  
• Two Minutes to Late Night - Covers, Volume 11 (heavy metal)
  
• Ultha - All that Has Never Been True (atmospheric black metal)
  
• Waxwolf - Our Love (progressive death metal)
  
• Windrunner - Tan (progressive metalcore)
  
• ベコー (Bekō / Becko) - 一人ではない (Hitoride wanai / You Are Not Alone) (trap metal)
  
• 吉田達也と武田理沙 (Yoshida Tatsuya to Takeda Risa) - M DTK NIA (free improvisation)
  
• 吉田達也と武田理沙 (Yoshida Tatsuya to Takeda Risa) - Nazabukha (free improvisation)
  
• 吉田達也と武田理沙 (Yoshida Tatsuya to Takeda Risa) - Syndebuk (free improvisation)
  
• 山口浩一と小埜涼子 (Yamaguchi Kōichi to Ono Ryōko) - New Duo, Series 028 (free improvisation)
  
• 武田理沙 (Takeda Risa) - 魔術師の城 (Majutsu-shi no shiro / The Sorcerer's Castle) (ambient electro)
  
• 神吉 (Kami kitchi) - Discover Japon 2022 (avant-prog)
  

Yea bro I'm edgy as fuck. I hate British people, I make fun of Elon Musk and Andrew Tate, I watch jschlatt, I hate cancel culture, I watch penguinz0's video whenever anything ever happens, I love telling people to go touch grass, I use the insult "terminally online" towards anybody I disagree with, I spend 10 hours a day arguing with strangers on Twitter, I follow Opera GX's Twitter account and refuse to use anything not based on Chromium, I use Steam to play all of my PC games and I use Nvidia's proprietary drivers. I like to eat fast food and smoke marijuana, I watch adult swim shows, I never "punch down," I'm blocked by Keemstar, I like IShowSpeed and I give my takes on Twitter and nowhere else. I complain about women online under the guise of making fun of "white women" so I don't seem like a bigoted chud, I consistenly fall for bait posts online, I browse 4chan (hardcore stuff), I support freedom of speech as long as it isn't hurtful towards marginalized communities, I retweet every Breaking Bad meme edit I see regardless of how funny it is, I repost sigma male edits exaggerating terrible personality flaws that do not apply to me (example: I learn about other cultures in order to be more accurate in my racism XDDDD), and I ALWAYS proof read my posts before publishing them. So yea I'm pretty hardcore. To any snowflakes or chuds, the door's to the left.

Been staring at the screen thinking how to write this….. I want someone to love, someone to message about my day, to send pics and memes and funny trivia facts I want to know you, know what gets you out of bed everyday, I want to know what makes you smile and do it daily! I want to hear your achievements and your struggles, I want you to lean on me and know I can too! I want snuggles and the little things! I want to send a shiver up your spine with a touch of your hand, I want to have your hand in my leg as we drive to our date! I’m not perfect but I’m real!!

And hemlo
I am thinking about making a server for people who likes memes, movies, books, and other random things. We can have movie nights, skribbl, e-numan, virtual workspace, budol, etc. lalo na this holy week if you haven’t had anything planned yet!
Since this is coming to me as an idea pa lang, we can limit the server to maybe 5-10 people muna to test the waters.
This will be strictly SFW. We all want a safe space kasi diba amen?
About ü - Bored - 28-35 years old para less generation gap within member’s - maingay sa channels pero yung may tamang ambag - plus plus points if u like pets uwu - galit sa magnanakaw
About me (kasi baka ma-convince kita (or not) to join me on this journey) - mabait ako. HEHE - employed, with NBI clearance - gumagamit ng tamang ng at nang even on my worst days - takot sa sales lady at customer support - minsan funny yata - hindi galing sa Big 4 - hindi 9/10 ang looks (below average at best) - hindi slim nor petite nor fit (pero i’m working towards a healthier weight so don’t sue me huhu) - galit sa magnanakaw
Lastly, hindi ako magaling mag-mod so if anyone’s willing to help me out on this, let me know!

i am still getting used to typing 30 as my birthday was a little while ago. I'm old!! Pretty sure my parents had 3 kids by this point though I'm not really planning on having kids so it's ok, but I would like a bunch of pets like a dog and some frogs. I like puzzles, playing video games, space, nature, and a whole bunch of other stuff. I watch a variety of streamers, at the time of typing this varkskelethor is playing Pizza Tower so I have that as background noise while I make this post. I've also been watching a lot of anime clips youtube has been recommending me. I've never seen Hunter x Hunter but i petty much watched the whole thing through clips, though I rarely sit down to watch an anime completely through. The last one was Attack on Titan. Isn't it ridiculous how they are spacing out the last season? Yeah man this is for sure the last season :) Trolled idiot, it has 3 parts that are spaced out like a new season each. or is it 4 now? I forget. I enjoy sitting in nature and looking at picturesque views as well as going on long walks. Did I mention I like cooking? I like making stuff like fries, wings, or pretty much anything extra crispy. Have you ever made a quesadilla and let the cheese fall out slightly so it caramelizes? If you haven't i'll still talk to you i guess..
I am looking for someone I can chill with, play games and/or watch stuff together and potentially explore new interests together, or share ones we already have. I admire a sense of humor above all else so if you can make me giggle or pretend to find me funny there is a 95% chance I will find you attractive. I am a shitposter at heart. Physically I am 5'11, around 180 lbs, black hair and brown eyes, and I can't roll Rs. What else? I think that's my whole life. Oh. I have a bonzi buddy sticker on my water bottle.

i am still getting used to typing 30 as my birthday was a little while ago. I'm old!! Pretty sure my parents had 3 kids by this point though I'm not really planning on having kids so it's ok, but I would like a bunch of pets like a dog and some frogs. I like puzzles, playing video games, space, nature, and a whole bunch of other stuff. I watch a variety of streamers, at the time of typing this varkskelethor is playing Pizza Tower so I have that as background noise while I make this post. I've also been watching a lot of anime clips youtube has been recommending me. I've never seen Hunter x Hunter but i petty much watched the whole thing through clips, though I rarely sit down to watch an anime completely through. The last one was Attack on Titan. Isn't it ridiculous how they are spacing out the last season? Yeah man this is for sure the last season :) Trolled idiot, it has 3 parts that are spaced out like a new season each. or is it 4 now? I forget. I enjoy sitting in nature and looking at picturesque views as well as going on long walks. Did I mention I like cooking? I like making stuff like fries, wings, or pretty much anything extra crispy. Have you ever made a quesadilla and let the cheese fall out slightly so it caramelizes? If you haven't i'll still talk to you i guess..
I am looking for someone I can chill with, play games and/or watch stuff together and potentially explore new interests together, or share ones we already have. I admire a sense of humor above all else so if you can make me giggle or pretend to find me funny there is a 95% chance I will find you attractive. I am a shitposter at heart. Physically I am 5'11, around 180 lbs, black hair and brown eyes, and I can't roll Rs. What else? I think that's my whole life. Oh. I have a bonzi buddy sticker on my water bottle.

my friend and i have very broken humor, the only difference is i don’t really find joking about communism, soviet union, hitler, nazis is funny. which the memes about hitler i find funny though. today we kept drawing things in my notebook where as she kept asking me to draw her as hitler, which was already werid enough, then she proceeds to sing a song as a joke that goes like "communism, soviet union, nazis, hitler" and i constantly tell her to be quiet and how it’s problematic enough to be asked to be drawn as hitler. she just says she’s joking but the song makes me feel something werid, i dont like it but she proceeds to sing it so i just leave the call. she loves joking about communism and hitler and shit but it makes me uncomfortable?? especially when she knows how problematic hitler has been. i don’t know what to do with her , and i fucking hate this side of her.