Play with shiesty fuck my cousin

Today I was at my OB/GYNs office and, as always, I was very tense during the exam because I felt very uneasy with being touched by someone other than my long term bf (my safe person). She made some comment that I am allowed to relax and I kind of blurted out "yeah I'm in therapy for childhood SA" because I kind of associated the experience with my parents touching me when I was younger. I actually am in therapy and my therapist told me that those experiences must be terrible emotionally but I kind of didn't see them as SA until now?
To get to the point: My father used to cuddle with me a lot when I was little (up until I was about 10) and caressed me on different parts of my body. He didn't touch me between my legs though. The problem is that I often expressed that I wanted to escape the situation and not want to be touched but the always rebutted with "But I'm your father, I'm allowed to cuddle and caress you." which stressed me out.
But honestly what my mother did fucked with me way more. She would touch my vagina and fondle my breasts before and once they developed (from when I can remember up until I was 14/15). Once she shortly played with my nipples when I was naked before getting in the shower at maybe 8-10 years old. While doing all this she would laugh at me and make fun of my body. Saying my breasts are tiny or I was indecent for developing pubic hair when I was 9. She kind of made it into a game where she would touch me and laugh, I would laugh from embarrassment and touch her breasts back because I wanted to "gain back power" and she would repeat the cycle because I "deserved it" for doing the same. I sometimes truly feel like I deserved it because rarely, but still, I touched her breasts out of curiosity. I blame myself because I think that maybe I did that because I really wanted to be touched by her. On the other hand her doing that was one of the few instances of her showing physical "affection" towards me.
Due to (mostly) this treatment from her I developed an eating disorder for a long time and still have huge body dysmorphia. I feel extremely and utterly hideous in my body. I also have a personality disorder which makes me feel worthless most of the time.
I always felt uncomfortable with those situations having happened to me but until recently I thought of them as "just another shitty thing my abusive parents did". Recently I realised "wait that could be sexual assault" and after the appointment where I told my Gyno what I said above I started having vivid flashbacks. I feel so used and abused. So violated. But I don't know if I'm overreacting over harmless child-parent interactions. Anyone, please tell me whether I'm making up a fuss over nothing.

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Enough with the RIP Milgauss threads. Absolutely none of you have ever cared about this watch, it's never been a popular model, you never see it in this sub "got the call", "in its natural environment" never. I haven't stopped crying since yesterday and you animals refuse to acknowledge my grief. I hate you all.
The Milgauss was perfection epitomized. It was sultry, sexy, delightful, just a bit naughty. The watch reminded me of the way my mother laughed when my father would playfully smack her butt and how I was so, so jealous of their happiness. The Milgauss reminded me that I was not alone in the world, that that Swiss Zaddy, Wulfrick Hammerpants Rolex III, was in my corner. It reminded me that a watch that could withstand a million watts of electricity straight to the nuts would be able to withstand my self-loathing and self-hatred. I want you people to know that the Milgauss single-handedly saved my life when I was about to walk in front of my ADs car and fake an injury just so he'd answer my calls. The Milgauss is important. And you people don't care.
All you apes want is candy colored OPs, the same Batman/Pepsi GMT as the next ape, or your granddad's Day Date... and you just proved it. Fuck you people. I hope you choke on the elegant and understated baseball hat your AD gave you to shut you up.
Why? The new Daytona is a masterpiece, with new calibre, updated subdials, and crystal caseback, but instead of cheers it's every man looking at the next for the reaction to mimic. Sorry I had a stroke writing this so the rest of the post is banana apple patch fisherman.
This sub has become the largest echo-chamber in the world of horology to the point of absurdity. Enough. Gobble gobble I had a stinger orange plume!

I do not know if this is the right place to share this, but lately I have been having issues with my self confidence. I keep uncounciously doubting myself with decisions I make, for example in the sport I play, or I just do nothing because I think I wont be able to do it anyway. Is this a serious issue I need to see a therapist for, or will it go away with time?

So iv been seeing comments about " ur not gettin enough spin and therefore some disc turns over" But why does for example understable Essence still need pretty large amount of spin for it to flip over? Or why my newish FD is pretty understable when i throw forehand with it, but cant get it to flip straight when throwing backhand, prolly off-axis torque?
Yeah iv beeng playing for year

Let’s look at the epsilon number of ways of having good fun in a company of people (that are >= 1 and < 2 in their quantity, because I’m an introversatile kind of person):
- Talking random nonsense with scientific eagerness
- Watching horrors and being horrors
- Gaming plays
- Inhaling sanitizers TO SURVIVE (to game more plays subsequently)
- Talking about Eternal
I’m pretty sure there are another delta ygriega number of ways to do it I have forgotten about but you know of and practice on a regular basis, so let’s DO both these *and* those! Let's converse! I would be gassed if you were eager to talk and didn’t really make me conduct an endless interview with you, but if you can’t, you can! Just open all those locks of yours, unleash the floodgates restraining your conversational energy and zap me, zap me hard with it!
Speaking of you, what would you do if you realized I just swallowed your remote and my wrecked tummy is compulsively altering the volume of your favourite slice-of-slash show? HM, I think you get the gist! Chat me up up up

Howdy! I'm Lanya, 22 years old, and I've been RPing for nearly 9 years. I'm a literate roleplayer, averaging between 1-5 paragraphs per post, though typically to the longer side. Length varies depending on how busy the scene is!
Today I'm looking for a roleplay in which we would each play multiple characters to form a ragtag group of supernatural beings who all live together, in a world where supernatural beings (vampires, werewolves, witches, demons, angels, whatever you like) live in secret amongst the human race.
I've put MxM in the search as I'd like for the story to centre mainly around a MxM romance, however I still want us to each play a few characters to form the found family, and I'm open to other romances occurring for the other characters (MxM, FxM, or FxF!). I'd like the plot to be a bit of slice of life and romance, with arcs that would contain a lot of action too! I love angst and fluff to balance each other out!
I get really into my OCs and my partners OCs, so I'm hoping we can create a lovely little gang together that we'll both come to adore!
I have a couple of plot ideas we can go with, and I'm open to you bringing some ideas to the table too, if you like!
Plot 1: A human is kidnapped in the dead of night, knocked out and brought to a strange place. They wake up in a bedroom, in a surprisingly comfortable bed, only to find that an argument is brewing between an odd gaggle of people in the room with him:
"Oh my God, dude, you can't just kidnap random people to drink their blood! We have blood pouches for a reason!"
"But it's not fresh, I just wanted some-"
"No, not happening. You have to get rid of — oh shit... he's awake."
One thing leads to another, and the human ends up staying with the strange group.
Plot 2: Hell vs Heaven. There's been an ongoing war between angels and demons for centuries. Character A is a demon and Character B is a fallen angel who is seeking to switch sides in the war. When Character A is on Earth, in human disguise and on the hunt, Character B confronts him out in the open and demands to be taken back to Hell with him to join their ranks.
Thanks for reading! I RP on Reddit and discord, so feel free to shoot me a message, I'd love to hear back! Please tell me which plot you're interested in and a bit about yourself!

Why cant i delete trash items out of my inventory? After playing for 5+ years i have collected a mass amount of junk that i dont use. Now with the blueprints its even worse.
The maps too bright or dark and there is way too much stuff going on outside the field wich is very distracting, blinding and therefore impact my gameplay. Why cant i lower the graphics on ps5? Pc can why not us? On worse hardware? Does it make sense?
No hate to the artist they did a great job artwise

Hooks: First Gen, Father is a refugee
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Education
La Salle Academy, First Honors (GPA: 3.7) Class of 2024 -- (Private school in downtown Manhattan)
Professional Experience
Columbia Immunology, Oncology Genetic Research assistant November 2022 - Present

• Mentored by the Professor of Pathology and Cell Biology (Laura Pasqualucci, MD) at Columbia University on the fundamentals of immunology and molecular biology and their relationship to the impact B lymphocytes have on cancer cells.
• Working alongside post-doctorates and medical students, I contributed by exponentially amplifying cancer tumor cells, allowing for the isolation, sequencing, and cloning of a single sequence. I was also able to separate quantities of DNA, RNA or protein molecules, further aiding in DNA analysis, fragmentation and testing of antibodies.
• Using functional and structural genomic approaches, I investigated the detection of genetic alterations underpinning B lymphocyte transformation.

Columbia University S-PREP, Intern December 2022 - Present

• Participating in a 7-month program to gain in-depth knowledge of Anatomy and Neurology. I was one of 30 individuals selected amongst 250 applicants to participate in this program.
• Forming connections with alumni, professors, surgeons, and physicians followed by timely check-ins and mentoring
• Presented PowerPoint presentations to weekly 30 SPREP attendees, including students, Columbia University alumni, and professors. which emphasized the anatomical components of the Brain and how each part plays a role in our individual lives.

Montefiore Medical Center, Neurosurgery Receptionist December 2022 - Present

• Assisting patients with their personal needs such as (consulting, delivering medication, providing meals, and so on), this particularly includes those with Neurological Diseases such as Epilepsy, Huntington's Disease, Sclerosis, and many more.
• Managing a healthcare database that oversees the whole Neurosurgery department - consisting of over 40 patients in terms of their current medical status, surgical status, and personal needs.
• Assisting approximately 15 Patients per week, attended three times a week, three hours each day
• Consulting with Physician Assistants, and Nurse Practitioners on the well-being of patients as well as notifying surgeons when particular patients were ready for surgery.

Leadership Activities
Cross Country, Track athlete September 2021 - January 2022
Junior Varsity Basketball, Small Forward January 2022 - March 2022
Student Government, Junior Senator March 2021 - Present
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Letters of Recommendations: Head of Cancer Genetics at Columbia and Professor of Pathology and Biology at Columbia
Columbia Pre med Alumni: Currently in Med school
Columbia Professor of Engineer
AP US History Teacher - Upenn and Georgetown Graduate ( current teacher Hella smart man, he is genuine friend of mine, I have a great relationship with him.)
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Essay: How I grew up in aprupt poverty (basically in the hood) but I was able to devote my life to something bigger to myself, as during my trip to africa I was introduced to the socioecomnic desperatites afflitcing third world countries and the many injustices surrounding Healthcare, and on a personal note I saw my brother almost die of malaria, as he was straight up denied treatment as the hospital had no treatment for him, and I saw a boy my age (14) die right across from me on a hospital bed as he needed surgery but there was only one surgeon in the hospital (mind you this hospital was comprised of about 400 people). As was packed. I could tie this in to how this motivated to study medicine and so that I may go back and help me people

Due to the ongoing shortage my Dr. decided to stop prescribing Adderall. Didn't bother to give me a heads up until I call for a refill so I now I get to play the medication roulette and try to find something else that works for me. I haven't had a single problem trying to fill my scripts until he does this. I have an appointment tomorrow with a different PA to try and figure something out.

I’m so sick of being sick all the time I have been sick for all of my life I wasn’t able to play sports or don anything because I’m tired and sleepy the whole day. 4 years ago I was diagnosed with a mental illness (depersonalization derealization disorder) and it made everything quadrillion times worse I’m literally barely functional at this point blood tests usually don’t show anything until recently where I’ve been diagnosed with sjogren syndrome but being sick was normal for me way before that. I’ve tried everything medications fasting overeating, sleeping more, sleeping less, not sleeping, exercising and nothing, nothing changes I’m 24 and the only thing I know for a fact now is that I don’t won’t to live like that i would rather die then live like this for ever. In the past 8 years I’ve been a vegetable literally nothing even though I’m passionate about many things but I can’t do them because of what I’ve mentioned above.

Super beginner here (about a month and a half): I am borrowing my brother’s guitar and have taken quite a liking to it. I don’t have financial room to afford a guitar of my own and I am realizing I should be playing a left handed guitar. It is a struggle but I am managing. I was told to invert the strings by a coworker however, I don’t plan on keeping my brother’s guitar to make changes to it. Am I wasting time and making the learning process more complicated by not playing with the hand I should be playing?

Me :
Tall, average looking, fair, medium built, fit but not skinny
Not settled in career but have enough to support basic living expenses,
Never been in a relationship before and Childfree. Believer in DINK or SINK lifestyle.
can relocate/move to your country, or can host you in India
honest, truthful, straightforward,
Mostly introvert but extrovert in some situations with some personalities. INTP or ENTP perhaps.
doesn't drink or smoke
Hobbies : I like thriller movies, reading, anything logical like solving problems, programming, chess, playing soccer, cricket, badminton, cooking.
You :
It's alright if you drink, smoke. Are in any profession or unemployed.
If you have mental health issues, depression etc, I will try to be supportive and empathetic.
And you should put effort into communicating to make LDR work since long distance can be tough.
Physical attraction is essential for relationship, so let's exchange pics after we talk for a few days.
FOOTNOTE :
I want to be upfront about my flaws and shortcomings to save your time. I understand everyone has requirements in a partner they look for.

I ended up with a lot of "Autumn Wind" rifles after playing enough Iron Banner matches for a week in order to reset my rank twice. I am down to 2 options after deleting a lot of them. I want to keep only 1 of them due to shrinking vault space. Both options have the same barrel and magazine combination. Option A only has a range stat of 37 but it comes with the rangefinder perk. Option B comes with a range masterwork so the range stat can reach 47 if I masterwork the weapon. My understanding is that Rangefinder adds 15 points to the range of a weapon when you ADS, which in my case is almost 100% of the time due to my visual challenge. If I understand right then this will bring the "de facto" range of option A up to 52, which surpasses the range of option B. The perks in option B are nothing worth to be considered. I am leaning towards keeping rifle A but I would like to hear your comments before deciding which one to keep. Is my train of thought on track? What rifle would you keep and why?

A little background on me: I'm new to having adhd, being diagnosed just five months back at the age of 22. They first thought I just had depression and anxiety and I've been dealing with those for some time now.
Now, to all of you, I want to say that I (and others here I'm sure) see you. I see the Sisyphean struggles you have to deal with everyday. That can be getting out of bed or doing homework or dishes or talking to a cashier or any other thing. And you are genuinely incredible for living with everything that goes on in your head. Guy who made a post about cleaning up their room, thank you!! I did it too! All of you really are a blessing even though other (or even you) may forget that sometimes.
I've been going to a therapist (along with taking medication) for the past three months and holy fuck it feels so incredible to finally be able to open up. Therapy took a long time but I think it's finally helping. It helps so much to have an external opinion which can sort through my thoughts to pick out the irrational thought patterns in my head (I have pretty bad RSD).
You are doing the best you can, and know that there are people who believe in you. It can be absolutely terrifying but try to reach out if you need a helping hand. You are seen.

hey guys i have a nvidia mx 450 gpu 2 gb and , core i7 11th gen and 16 gb of ram i struggle with fps
i get between 30-47 fps when in heavy contact or when teammates are shooting and when i get in to a building my fps drops to 35 and i can't even play it i want higher fps and any tip with boosting fps
ik that my gpu is a low end gpu but helping me would mean alot i've always been interested in hell let loose and i just bought it today

Y’all!
It finally happened to me. A few days ago I was out on a first date (public restaurant) and we were having a great time when the date’s partner called. I was within earshot of the convo and let’s just say it seemed tense/they were having to do damage control. Anyway, they ended the call and announced that they had to go but stated that they’d love to see me again. (I won’t give specifics as to why they needed to leave (to maintain some anonymity) but let’s just say it definitely wasn’t an emergency.
Fun facts! These folks are known poly folks in our small community
In chats I had with the date before hand, they mentioned their partner in almost every message 🚩🚩🚩
Final thoughts… I find that I’m not even upset at how this impacted me/played out and more sad for them as this person thinks they’re in a poly relationship.
At the end of the day, it’s awesome to know that I am now empowered with information that will help me decide if I want to see this person again or not. I have the information that will enable me to understand if this person can meet the needs that I have for this relationship. I find comfort in knowing that this choice is mine and that my life is wonderful regardless of whether I choose see this person again. I also take a lot of comfort in knowing that I reacted really well in the situation and have no regrets there.
Many thanks to this sub for giving me words of wisdom via other posts on how to manage my emotions in these types of situations.
PSA: Y’all if it isn’t an emergency, and you’re truly poly, why are you calling your partner when you know they’re on a date?
Look we all have our struggles but please spend the time and energy to learn self-soothing techniques.

i got a new pc and downloaded lazer before stable, and to get maps i would just open them with osu!, but now i want to play on stable and dont know where my maps and skins are stored, plz help i dont want to go back to league

First thanks for checking my humble post out. Let's Leave the boring life we're in for a time.
I'm bad at describing myself in these type of posts. but i tried:
I'm not looking for more than friends.
I like to learn about other places and cultures.
I hope to chat about many topics, see below:
My interests are: Music, Art, the Sciences, Mythology, Video Games, Movies, Anime/ cartoons (classic from 80's to now), going to cons (mainly sci-fi/horror) work on computers (when i can).
Icebreakers if you want to use them.
let me know what you're currently playing or want to?
how a perfect first date might go? this one can just be wishful thinking.
Where you would love to visit?
favorite show?
Being some people like to know who their chatting with:
My looks are brown hair, Green eyes, glasses, about 210 lbs, 5'9"-5'10", 420 friendly.
if you care to see my picture.