I get 10 free plate draws per day (5 at midnight, and 5 more at 6:00 PM). However, I only get 1 free cod draw each day (at midnight). Is there any way to get more free cod draws?

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Apologies if I’m not supposed to be posting in here, I’m just trying to look into different opportunities for careers and I’ve taken an interest in going to medical school to become a doctor.
I have one question. I’ve seen a few people talk about how much they have to study, some people saying their average study time outside of school is 6-10 hours a day. How the hell do you have a job then? How do you pay back the loans you’ve taken out or afford to live? How is that feasible for anyone that isn’t insanely rich?

Pardon the rant
Took the famdam to the theater tonight to see the new Spider-Man, and there was a group of about 10 kids (at least) just running around the two isles they were in back and forth to their friends, yelling and laughing for ages. People were shushing them, two guys ended up getting up and leaving and getting a refund, and I at one point yelled over, "Can you please be quiet?!" They didn't even fucking stir over it.
Turns out that one of the parents were sitting directly behind them the entire time, and couldn't even control them, or calm them down. How annoying that you couldn't give a fuck about other people around you, hey. Apparently it was a birthday party, but that doesn't change a thing. For the first hour it was so fucking annoying and then they finally quieted down a bit.
Just....the world doesn't revolve around you and your minions...like goddamn. If you're going to do a movie for younger kids and know they're going to be loud and you don't care, then go to one during the day earlier where it's expected to be a little more loud because of kids. And if you do decide to bring them during a later show, frickin take them out until they're calmed down/quieter!!
Thanks for coming to my (angry) Ted Talk.

ive (14F) been depressed since i was 11 and had anxiety since i was 10. since i was diagnosed, ive tried various medications and coping mechanisms without noticing genuine improvement. i was diagnosed with bipolar disorder in 2021, but i dont really think i have that.
i feel like im watching myself from outside of my body. i dont feel like im really controlling myself and i feel like im a new person every day. i dont know who i am. i feel like im watching a movie or dreaming about myself and whats going on around me. i have frequent dreams, and i often confuse dreams and fantasies with reality. every day when i wake up i disassociate myself from who i was the day before, like im a new person living a new life. i view myself from, say a year ago, as a completely different entity than me and im not sure why. i get explosively mad really often and over stupid, small things, and im really sensitive and get upset a lot. i have this thing where i pick one person, my favorite person, and i kind of just completely obsess over them until i find a new favorite person. currently, that person is my bf, and i cause a lot of arguments over things that arent worth arguing over. i feel like i cant control myself. my emotions completely rule over all of my actions. does this sound like any kind of illness or disorder? or is this normal?

The post says that this car costs $9800. Is that a fair price, in your opinion?

I know how some might react, how could he even say this? When it's so obvious? A woman could just ask a random stranger man for sex and get it, a man needs to be 6 ft, muscular, handsome, rich and confident to even be noticed by women, so how could men have it easier? Well, because they have it easier. It's easy to explain why. Let us first define what "easy in dating" means: It means getting what you want. In dating, these would be the following things:

• (1) Access to satisfying sexual encounters.
• (2) Access to dates/romantic relationships.
• (3) The outcomes of romantic relationships.

Now let's get throught it.
(1) Access to satisfying sexual encounters

• The barrier that men have is: (1) Most men are very nervous about flirting with stranger women, (2) women are less likely to say yes to casual sex and therefore reject men's advances most of the time, so men have to approach more often than women.
• The barriers that women have are: (1) Most women are very nervous about flirting with stranger men, (2) men are less likely to care about a woman's pleasure in casual sex encounters, (3) women are physically weaker than men and therefore feel less safe around male strangers, (3) women have the risk of pregnancy and higher risk of STD, (5) women are more likely to be judged for casual sex.

So here we already see that women have higher barriers than men. In short: If there's a man who wants to have casual sex and there's a woman who wants to have casual sex, the woman has it more difficult to get it. If a woman wants to have a satisfying sexual encounter, she has to stop being nervous about flirting with a stranger man, be able to feel safe around him in a sexual encounter, be more responsible (or risky) about avoiding pregnancy and STD, make the man care about her pleasure, be less concerned about being judged. A man has to stop being nervous about flirting with a stranger woman and approach enough women. So there are more barriers for women than men - yes, women have it more difficult to find a satisfying sexual encounter than men. You can see this in many women saying online how they would like to have casual sex but have trouble to find men they find safe and can expect to care about their pleasure. Apart from the fact that most women are very nervous around the topic, which is the biggest barrier for both men and women, yet somehow only shy male nerds get empathy and shy women are largely ignored in the debate, they literally don't exist.
There's one thing that is often mentioned in the debate: That women supposedly have extremely high standards for casual sex (tall, muscular, good-looking, rich). This is completely false. Everyone who has been in a club or just around many people know that average and even below-average men can be promiscuous. There is no data that backs up claims that the most desirable men have the highest amount of sexual partners:

• A study showed that there's barely any correlation between height and amount of sexual partners. A 5'7 man had about the same number as a 6'4 man. There was also barely any correlation between weight and amount of sexual partners, in fact overweight and obese men had more sexual partners than men with normal weight.
• Multiple studies show no correlation between attractive faces and amount of sexual partners. Here you can see many studies.
• Many studies show that poor men have more sex than average men, and the CDC says: "Men aged 22-49 with no high school diploma or GED had fathered a higher mean number of children (1.7) than men who had a high school diploma or GED (1.3) or those with some college (1.0) or a bachelor's degree or higher (1.0)."
• Another study said this about young people: "Among male and female adolescents greater parental education, living in a 2-parent family, and White race were independently associated with never having had sexual intercourse." Men from higher social classes and who are white are rated as more attractive by women - yet men from poor, black, single-mom househoulds were more likely to had sex.

It's very clear that the amount of sexual partners among men is not correlated with what women find the most desirable, it's correlated with the men who put the most effort in getting laid, which are the most extraverted and with a high sociosexuality (the same is true for women). The people who are the least nervous about flirting with strangers and who are the most outgoing, drink a lot of alcohol and have low standards for sexual partners are obviously the people who have the most sex. The belief that men have to be tall, muscular, good-looking and rich to be promiscuous while every women has it extremely easy is a myth of the manosphere.
(2) Access to dates/romantic relationships
This could look like men have it more difficult, as young men are more likely to be single than young women, and many emphasize that men have to do all the hard stuff: Asking out, pay for dates, initiate sex and finally make the relationship official. But it's not true.
Let's look at the data: A Pew survey about young men and women (18-29 years old) and said that 63% of men but only 34% of women are single. This number is almost certainly false, as it doesn't correlate with multiple other surveys that show a difference of 10-20% in rates of singleness among young men and young women (disfavoring young men), like the American Perspective Survey, and almost all the gap is in the "married" or "cohabitating" category (so no Chad harems). In the General Social Survey, we can look at the singleness gap betwen 18-29 year-old women and 20-31 year-old men, the difference is only 2%. So the difference in singleness rates among young men and young women is most likely caused by more young women dating slightly older men than themselves. But now to the plot point: At older age, women are more likely to be single. This is true for women in their 40s, 50s, 60s and 70s. I know what you might think, who cares about being single at these ages? But of course it's not true, if no one would care, men wouldn't want to marry again after being divorced at old age. And men are more likely to remarry than women, and they marry on average younger women, so that older women have it more difficult to date than older men. Which means: Who is more likely to be single? At young age, men, at older age, women; so it's not clear to say who has it better.
But men have to ask out, pay for dates, initiate sex and make the relationship official, so men have much more hurdles in getting access to dates and relationships, right? Not really. First, you are talking about a social norm that seems to disfavor men while ignoring a social norm that might disfavor women: The fact that women put more effort in their looks. Now you might answer: "This benefits women! Being attractive is good for women!" And there is the whole drama: I could now say "Asking out is beneficial for men! They don't have to wait, they decide to shoot their shot!" You can look at both social norms for the genders (men as the intiators, women as the ones who put more effort in their looks) as disfavoring the genders, or benefitting them. At the end of the day, it's not clear which social norm is more disfavoring, it depends highly on the person. And of course, there are many women who do initiate things with men (and no, not "only with Chads") and many men who do put a lot of efforts in their looks, so it's not like these social normas are unchangeable. The only ones who will have it always more difficult are the socially awkward people (men and women) and the unattractive people (women and men).
(3) The outcomes of romantic relationships
The "access" part is one thing, the outcomes part is more important. And here, things look very clear: Men have better outcomes than women in romantic relationships.

• Men report higher happiness rates in relationships/marriages than women. The majority of divorces are initiated by women.
• Men report higher orgasm rates in romantic relationships than women (this is getting better, but it's still true).
• Men are less likely than women to be victims of serious injuries and killings in cases of domestic violence.

So this is very clear, romantic relationships have the better outcomes for men. Surely everyone, including women, benefits from a good relationship, yet men do it on average more. That likely explains why men remarry at higher rates than women; why the men's complaints about the dating market are mostly about not getting dates or being divorced (incels, MGTOW), while women mostly complain about things that happen inside of relationships/marriages; why partnered men in general live healthier than single men. The only thing that might disfavor men and count as "outcome" of relationships are things like alimony and custody. But these things have been extremely exaggerated by Redpillers, most men are not getting "destroyed" by this, so it does not come close to all the benefits that men in relationships experience compared to women.
(4) Conclusion
Men have it easier in dating. The people who think the complete opposite and talk about "female privilege" in dating are utterly wrong. They only see the things that (supposedly or actually) disfavor men, exaggerate them and ignore all things that disfavor women (or even say that they're actually beneficial). They believe: "Men who are not 6ft tall, muscular, good-looking and rich have it impossible to get casual sex while every woman has it extremely easy; when men want relationships they have to do all the approaching, still women prefer to share the Chads instead of giving average men a chance; and if she gives you a chance she could divorce you at anytime and take away the kids and your money." The reality is: Men don't have it any more difficult than women to get casual sex (and by the way, I didn't even mention prostitution), young men are more often single than young women but at old age it's the other way around, and men do benefit more from romantic relationships than women. Everything combined, it's fair to say that men have it easier in dating, as they are more likely than women to get what they want.
TL;DR: Men have it easier in access to satisfying sexual encounters, roughly equal in access to dates/romantic relationships and have better outcomes in romantic relationships, there is a male privilege in dating.

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So currently, I (20) live with my mom, my two younger brothers, and our two cats. I don't know if my mom qualifies as truly being an nparent, she just comes off as pathetic to me. Anyway, I'm the result of a teen pregnancy and as such, my entire life has been completely unstable and really unfair. We all used to live with my ndad, but he was extremely verbally and mentally abusive to everyone around him, especially my mom and myself. They'd argue a lot and he'd run off in a hurry, and my mom would turn to me to be her emotional support. My memory of my entire childhood gets hazier by the day (repression is doing its wonders), but I do remember that my mom would sometimes leave with him to help him with his body building shows without telling me. This often left me to fend for myself and act as a sort of parent to my brothers. The only thing I remember from this is the absolute fear and dread of everything. My mom had this mentality that the world outside is scary and there's kidnappers in every corner, and my grandma would turn this up to 11 by going on and on about how there's rapists everywhere and they all want me specifically and that my only safety is at home. Due to this, I've grown up extremely sheltered and feel very powerless.
Skip some years and in 2016, my mom made the grand decision to move me and my brothers all to live with my grandma to get away from my dad. Her decision was SUPER rash, as we basically moved out within the same day as the pair had an argument (the argument was over me making a joke to my dad. He asked me to put a plate into the sink and I jokingly said,"I didn't sign up to be a slave". He immediately followed up with "I didn't sign up for you to be born"). At my grandma's house, everything was somehow worse. With my mom's decision, we had basically lost everything. All my toys at the time were gone (I was 13 and had an entire collection of littlest pet shop toys that I loved dearly. All gone except for 1 I hold onto to this day), half my clothes were gone, we were essentially 1 step up from being homeless (living with grandma), and we didn't even have a washing machine. My mom had to keep spraying our clothes with Tide Febreze spray, because she didn't even have enough quarters for the laundromat. The entire ordeal sucked. It wasn't helping that my grandma was absolutely god-awful.
EVERYTHING I did was wrong. I didn't microwave food correctly ("you're too messy"), I couldn't get cold water correctly ("you're lazy for not putting the water jug in the freezer!"), can't eat correctly ("you act like you never ate before!"), can't use the shower correctly ("you get water everywhere"), can't do anything right. My mom was still using me as a therapist, complaining about how wrong her life had gone. We had a cat at this point and he was my last fragment of sanity. I came home (ha... "home") one day and my mom had gotten rid of the cat while I was away because she KNEW I'd freak out if I saw her do it. I couldn't even say goodbye, and my grandma's first reaction to my crying was to mock me and laugh about how the cat probably died (fortunately he didn't, he was put into a shelter and he was adopted by an old lady within a week). At some point I completely broke and started screaming about how much I wanted to die, and my grandma's response was to mock me for it. She told me that she'd help me kill myself if I was so serious, talking about how she'd get a rope and tie it just for me. My mom even joined in, telling me she'd help me buy a gun so I can shoot myself. That entire scene is burned into my brain and it still really hurts.
Eventually we moved out and my mom finally took her spot as the antagonist of my life, because why not? Fortunately, this time period is way less eventful. Mostly just screaming, yelling, throwing me against a closet door and continuously throwing me back whenever I tried to walk away, her abusing the two new cats we adopted (we still have them now) and me yelling at her for it which immediately resulted in her throwing me to the ground and kicking me, her constantly calling me variations of "evil" and "mean" and "stupid", her calling me unlovable and telling me that no one will ever want to hang out with me just because I didn't like the fact that she was watching that old Ssoyoung mukbang youtube channel... Y'know! Uneventful! /s
She's finally chilled out in recent years and has become exceptionally clingy instead of outright abusive... Who am I kidding? Clinginess is just her being controlling and insecure. But I feel like I'm forced to just accept that this is the best she'll ever do. My grandma, though, is still horrendous. She got pregnant with my mom when she was 18 and I swear she never grew out of high school. Anything inconvenient is a personal attack, me wanting to be alone ever means I hate her altogether (happens often. I'm an introvert, have severe social anxiety, and am a massive loner), and if I don't do everything she says exactly as she wants me to in that exact moment, I'm evil. Just today, she said I'm exactly like my dad just because I didn't say "bye" to my brother who's leaving for 3 months to help our granduncle with his cleaning job. This same brother has ALSO said I'm exactly like my dad in the past because... I yelled at my mom for kicking one of our cats. Always evil, always bad, always a carbon copy of my dad, all for the most innocuous of things. I've had two therapists in the last couple years who I've been spilling all this to (first guy left the practice, hence why I had two), and I find it interesting that both of their reactions had spanned from very confused to very concerned whenever I tell these events. (I sure do wonder who's in the wrong here! /s)
I'm so tired of living here. I go to therapy every other week, and only in therapy did I learn that all of what my family has done to me is abuse, not love. Only in therapy did I learn that it's NOT normal for your family to insult you. It's not normal for your mom and grandma to make you their therapist, then treat you like dirt the moment you do something they don't like. It's not normal to be told that it's "greedy" to eat more than once a day and that you deserve to starve for running out of food (even though your mom only shops for groceries for 3 kids once every 2 weeks), leading to you to be VERY likely to develop an eating disorder in the near future. It's not normal for that same mother to then turn around and yell at you for not eating enough and tell everyone that you're anorexic, when she's the one who put you in this mess in the first place. It's not normal for your mom to fail to teach you essential life skills despite you asking repeatedly because you're "too young" and "have always been a little slow" but then immediately relent when someone else questions why you can't do said essential life skills (I couldn't do laundry until I was 18, I couldn't cook until I was 19, and I'm only set to get my driver's license now at 20). It's not normal to truly believe that you don't deserve compliments because you're too unlovable and anyone who says otherwise is lying, and it's not normal to treated like you're 10 one minute, but then be threatened to be kicked out the millisecond you do something wrong because, after all, "you're an adult!!". I'm always evil, never good. And it's only ever this family who says this, the couple friends I've managed to pull together say the exact opposite things about me. Isn't it funny how that works? Always horrible to the family, but everyone outside thinks you're great... It's not fair, man.
I'm really. Really tired. I'm currently in college full-time, living at home strictly to save money (it'd suck to move out and have to come back because student loan debt was worse than I thought). My brother (same one that insulted me), aunt, and grandma keep nagging for me to get a job and buy groceries for the family or pay rent because I'm a horrible selfish person or something (Surprisingly, this is one of the few things my mom backs me up on. She's completely fine with me focusing on college and tells everyone else to mind their business).
I can't work full-time while attending school, I could never handle the stress. I can only wait until I graduate, get a full-time job, save money, then leave. It also has to be in that exact rigid structure, I will freak out if it isn't (another problem I should probably get checked, hooray). I want to move to a state that's 2,300+ miles away (from Ohio to Washington). I've envisioned an entire life for myself there, complete with having my own found family. I don't need this family, I want one where people actually love and care about me. I want to get more therapy so I can properly heal. I want to get a dog, I want to be able to go outside without fear, I want to have lots of small pets who'll be properly cared for and loved. I've been questioning lately if I could even be trans, I want to find specialized therapy so I can safely explore this further. I want to change my name so I can sever my ties with this family. My name only gives me grief, I want a name that screams me. I want people who'd love me no matter who I turn out to be. I want people around who'd applaud my growth instead of downing me for never being good enough. I want people who are deserving of the me I've been trying to safeguard for so many years; a hypersensitive crybaby whose interests bounce around like ping pong and is in desperate need of a hug. I just want someone to care about me. And it's not fair that I don't have this. I didn't ask for this pain, all I did was be born. What did I do to deserve this?
TL;DR: I'm really really sick of dealing with my horribly toxic family. I can't explore myself as a person and despite being in therapy, can't truly heal since I'm stuck here. I can't drive, I'm really feeling trapped. I have dreams of moving far away and never coming back, but it still feels hopeless sometimes. I know it can't be, I know I can be free, but I can't do anything until I graduate college and save some money. Really sad about it. I'm really tired and want to go home, but home doesn't exist.

Based on comments on different posts, it looks like kid accounts did not get any single remote raid passes back from the lake trio bug, and no timed research compensating for shadow mewtwo missing rare XL candies. My kid is level 50 and got nothing for 15+ uxie remote raids and 10 shadow mewtwo while I got everything expected. Support still hasn't fixed his remote raid pass bug, which means he'll get his passes very late (obviously he's not spending any coins to get more passes now). He won't be able to use them during the makeup event to spend those remote raid pass, and Uxie leaves from raids in a couple day. Niantic should have deferred/extended the makeup event to get us a chance to spend those passes on shiny Uxie.

Helloo! Looking to meet new people to talk and vibe with. Ung nakakausap about everything and nothing, updates or go to person kung may gustong itry na bago or revisit something na luma.
Para lang same page tayo, end goal is something serious, but i dont want to rush into anything naman so go with the flow lang. G to swap pics agad to see if we're each other's type.
About me:
From QC, usually katipunan gumala
5'7, glasses, curly hair
Normal bmi, goes to the gym din
Sabi 7/10 daw on a good day, pero up to you to decide
Likes to drink, karaoke and rave if lumalabas, likes to binge tv series and movies and play games pag sa bahay lang
Pretty quick maging comfortable around others and g to talk about any topic
About you:
21+
Normal bmi din
From or near QC
Can hold a convo
If ur looking for the same thing, send an intro amd lets see where this goes

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Hey I'm a 35 yo female dating a 41 yo male we've been together for 2 years. We have 2 children together one passed away and one who is 3 months old but is in the NICU due to prematurity. When we met he had NO kids we both talked everyday and made plans for our lives and discussed how we wanted to raise our children. He said he didn't want multiple babymama's and was not okay with dating women with children. Well....I ended up pregnant. Halfway into my pregnancy he said he had a one night stand prior to meeting me and the girl found him on Facebook and told him she had his son. 🤷🏽‍♀️Nothing I can do. Well I had my son in October he passed away that same week due to prematurity. He was born on the 6th on the 10th of that same month he cheated on me and got our neighbor pregnant. (She's 20 years younger than him) she was basically homeless and had another child and I felt bad for her would give her rides not knowing she was carrying my boyfriend's child. Fast forward I have my daughter and she's premature. At 2 months old she's has surgery. At the time his car was in the shop so we had just my car. The hospital paid for me a hotel soni could stay in town (we live almost 2 hrs away from hospital) to be with her during her recovery. Well he gets mad because I won't return the car and see her the next day cause "she'll be fine" (sn: out of 102 days of her being in NICU he has visit her only 10 times) Anyways he texts me saying how miserable his life is and how he made a mistake being with me etc etc I'm like on the verge of killing myself because Im feeling horrible this is when he texts and says "I have 2 sons" and I'm like okay. And he's like I'm tired of hiding him I have a son with someone you don't like and I'm like I don't really know anyone so who and then he explains. He lies about the conception dates and the baby's age. It's the baby with our neighbor. He starts bringing both his kids around and having me babysit them while he runs the streets making it impossible to visit my daughter in NICU. I start just feeling angry about being around his son and refused to babysit. When he did photos with them alot of ppl said the oldest didn't resemble him. So we bought home test and of course it wasn't his child. Now he's upset crying and hurt and calling me names like I did something. He invited his friends over and they talked shit about me like I couldn't hear. He's playing victim so I came out the room to tell them how he did me during two of the worst times in my life and he tried to act like he would hit me. I feel sorry for the child and I didn't laugh but im not comforting him because he did me dirty. Should I feel bad for him? I need to leave but because his "son" was here for months didn't take a job I was offered because he needed me here at night. I have limited income and we live in a small town..I hate him and want to leave.

Tret .05 every other day for 13 months.
Daytime: Wash with water, haruharu bamboo mist, beauty of joseon glow serum, FAB ultra repair cream, beauty of joseon sunscreen
Nighttime: cleasnse with hada labo oil cleanser, Cera Ve moisturizing cleanser (bar), haruharu black rice toner, COS RX snail essence, -wait 20-30 mins- tret .05 (every other night) -wait 10 minutes- FAB ultra repair cream.
My skin looks great. Sometimes I'll get a small breakout around my period but for the most part things look good.
Until I put makeup on. It immediately flakes. It's so absolutely embarrassing any time I'm out for long periods without makeup on. I've been using this medication for OVER A YEAR.
I tried sandwiching. I tried stripping back my routine. This routine is working for the most part EXCEPT when it comes to makeup. I've gone through 5-6 different concealers to see if I can find one that doesn't flake. They all do.
I'm thinking about taking a week off or something. I just don't know what else to do. I've seen such an improvement except for makeup.

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For nearly 3 years, the GooberSMP experience has been built on the 3 C's:
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