How to catch roaring moon pokemon

Since I cant speak to the human being this is intended for, then why not post here, because honestly your still a ghost, I have tied souls with but you purposely stay out of reach, out of sight, and just far enough away to where I am not sure if I heard the words or not.
Can we be real? Can we be honest? Can we sit and look at the moon and stars like we did camping sit next to a cozy fire and just talk until we cant? Please...
Did you bring me back here only to hurt me one last time? honestly? I am not here to hurt you whatsoever. I am not here to blame or attack or accuse or anything. I am here to talk. Are you willing to talk back to me? I guess we will see.
I just read a post saying "I am insane" and it read that if if I forgive you that proves the insanity? Huh?
well spank my ass and call me insane then, because Ive wanted nothing but to talk to you. Its to far gone? You wouldn't be here if that were the case and neither would I. You say I have your love, or I'm sparking it again? Do you feel that you do not own mine? I understand that's a loaded question with my prior actions that i had had. But you know what i mean gorgeous, and I think you know what I am saying. I don't know if you have been able to forgive me, but I know I have forgiven you, things like hurt and pain still linger yes but that's because your not present making new love and memories together with me.
Love is not always pretty or easy or even right sometimes i guess. I wont make excuses for my actions any longer, you have shown me how wrong and hurtful that is, honestly i don't even know when i started being that person, I am forever sorry. I realize that Ill never be able to erase your pain that I caused, just like you wont ever be able to erase mine, but I promise you i can make so many more great ones together that one day you wont have time to or space to remember those because of them being topped with new ones each and everyday. You know we both took each other for granted in ways here and there, and I know my legs are still wobbly at times, but that doesn't mean the lesson haunt been learned,you cant see everything what my heart has learned, just like I cant yours. Life has taught us both some very valuable lessons in the last year. You know we are very much alike but yet very unique in how we go about things think of things just everything but at the same time the 2 seem to blend harmoniously together like notes on a piano. You were right in something else i read earlier, for whatever reason we gravitate, even when we were children, its a unique like marker in universe. I am amazed by it, you seem to have a closer understanding of it, and of course you would I mean your you ;) and I mean that in a very respectful amazing way. I don't know how I could ever explain myself or justify that I was real, and what I did was deep rooted in bigger issues I was destroying myself with, and consciously I never once meant any hurt or disrespect or anything short of the pure and deep love I have for you G.
I know you tell me I have a silver tongue, and I strongly disagree. When I speak to you, idk I let go, I speak from inside a lot of times without any filter, and I would have to think that's very clear by the number if mistakes, incomplete, random, misspelled or strong things I random always seem to blurt out at you. I talk to you or fight with you in my head constantly as you well know. I am not a well spoken on nearly as much as I would like to be, like you blow me out of the water IMO idk i just don't do that there for i don't see it. It how you make the inside of me feel.
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I will say this again, you know this could all be just a big joke on me ya know. I see things i feel your trying to subliminally change that you don't like even today, like smoking. And I see things that honestly bring me to tears because I am so moved by the words and the feelings behind them i am scared they may not be real or for me or ya know ill see the NAW and i think oh great it was just a lie to draw me in and hurt me, ya know? But here I am putting myself out there as real as I personally can be in this platform. I don't convey myself well at this imo, vs irl. Anyways I'm leaving myself open for potential more, because what else can I do? I mean I've already got trouble coming on me for trying a different approach. But I am doing this because its worth it G, no other reason your worth it we are worth it... but also, how does one expect forgiveness if they aren't forgiving themselves. I mean really? how could I sit here and feel any other way, actually i wouldn't sit here, i wouldn't hurt, or cry, or feel how we both do if I didn't forgive you or didn't love you in the deepest of ways or try or feel anything if I did not, and the same goes for you also. I can not begin to say how you may feel from the past. regardless there is apparently a pretty amazing base / foundation we have built because its weathered some amazing shiz.??? I can only captivate your heart from this point forward and you with mine. I have never felt stronger or more certain about anything than I do about you. I will not hurt you ever, I will not let you go ever. I would love to prove it to you everyday for the rest of my life G. I understand and am willing to rebuild our trust, our friendship, our love in whatever order it takes. I will do whatever it takes just as you would. And if this get me heartbroken or hurt more that's OK, as long as you hear what my heart is screaming for you to hear. its worth it. Even at this moment you literally bring a smile to my face, and look what we've gone thru up to this point, instant smile, instant ease, instant love. instant forgiveness.
Do not play the crazy card my dear old friend, that doesn't fly with me never has never will i have never had a single problem with you or any of your friends in fact Ive loved everyone of them except one, the one that gets up and leaves in the middle of the night and I wake up without you. butt head. Do you honestly think I'm going to like yell or scream or spit on you? drool possibly but full on llama spit lol no. I would serious snatch you up in the biggest most soulful hug and not let you go. seriously plan sometime for that hug. because 5 minutes isn't going to cover it, not even close maybe bring a snack or something lol. Well that is ya know if you can stomach to be in the same room as me. I am sorry I let you down, it wont happen again. I am not going to lose again I will not go back there, ya know so if you want it its right here waiting for you it truly is. And I promise I will make every single moment worth it, I give you my word my heart my everything on that statement you will not regret it single day, I don't know how I know this, i don't know how it is I can feel this, but I do, and that's why I am here, and that is why these words say what they do. I love you...

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These are role ideas I had a bit ago, but I rejected them before posting for various reasons. But if we get that "all any chaos" mode I suggested in an earlier post, then I feel these might actually be viable and cool editions. Here we go.
Idea #1 - Forcaster
This is a town support
This role gets a one use day ability where they can prevent a full moon the following night
They also have a three use night ability where they summon rain on someone's house the next day.
When rain is summoned on someone that player, does not come out the following day. Meaning they cannot vote, be voted, count towards the majority vote, or use a day ability. However, that player can still speak and see chat.
Reason for rejection: sounded kinda boring
Idea #2 - Diener
This is a coven deception
This role gets a 3 use night ability where the fake the cause of death of another player.
Reason for rejection: I made the psuedosidist
Idea #3 - Kidnapper
This is a coven killing
Every day they select a player to kidnap. That player will be effectivly jailed, only instead of seeing bars they see chains. That player can see coven chat (coven are annominous obvi) and the coven can see them chat. 3 times, the kidnapper can choose to terminate the kidnapped. That is upgraded to no choice but to terminate should the kidnapper posses the necronomicon.
If they terminate while possessing the necronomicon, it will say "killed by coven" otherwise it will be very explicit what killed them.
Reason for rejection: felt overpowered
Idea #4 - Introvert
This is a coven killing
4 nights they can go on alert and kill all visitors
Visitors will "go missing" and their role/last will are hidden.
Reason for rejection: its a copy paste of the original medusa
Idea #5 - Blackmailer
This is a coven something
Every night, pick someone to blackmail. That person will then be forced to vote the same as you during trials. They won't know they are blackmailed until a trial verdict comes in.
They can also read wispers.
Reason for rejection: felt kinda lame at the time I came up with it
Idea #6 - Consiglierie
This is a coven something
Every night, pick a player to investigate. You will know that players exact role, who they visited that night, and who visited them that night.
Reason for rejection: Potion Master reveal potion
Note before moving on: the next 5 roles are similar in nature, all rejected for being overpowered. These were all in their own sub-faction called "town leader"
Idea #7 - Cheif
This is the leader of the town investigatives. On day 1, they receive a count of exactly how many town investigatives there are in town.
Every night they can enhance investigative power. When they use their ability they select a spacific investigative role to enhance. They they can only enhance one role per night. Once a role is enhanced, the effect from the enhance is worn off the next night. They cannot enhance the same role twice in a row.
Enhanced seer can get the exact allignment of both targets ONLY IF they are enemies
Enhanced investigator becomes resistent to enchants
and so on...
I am not coming up with something for every investigative right now.
Idea #8 - Govoner
This is the leader of the town protectives. On day 1, they receive a count of exactly how many town protectives there are in town.
Every night they can enhance protective power. When they use their ability they select a spacific protective role to enhance. They they can only enhance one role per night. Once a role is enhanced, the effect from the enhance is worn off the next night. They cannot enhance the same role twice in a row.
Enhanced bodyguard doesn't die defending their target
Enhanced crusader will not attack town
and so on...
I am not coming up with something for every protective right now.
Idea #9 - Senator
This is the leader of the town supports. On day 1, they receive a count of exactly how many town supports there are in town.
Every night they can enhance supportive power. When they use their ability they select a spacific support role to enhance. They they can only enhance one role per night. Once a role is enhanced, the effect from the enhance is worn off the next night. They cannot enhance the same role twice in a row.
Enhanced retributionist can raise a non-town the next night (cuz a little late for this night)
Enhanced admirer will escape a toxic relationship (assuming it started night of)
and so on...
I am not coming up with something for every support right now.
Idea #10 - General
This is the leader of the town killings. On day 1, they receive a count of exactly how many town killings there are in town.
Every night they can enhance killing power. When they use their ability they select a spacific killing role to enhance. They they can only enhance one role per night. Once a role is enhanced, the effect from the enhance is worn off the next night. They cannot enhance the same role twice in a row.
Enhanced vigilante will upgrade to powerful attack
Enhanced veteran will avoid killing townies
and so on...
I am not coming up with something for every killing right now.
Idea #11 - President
This is the leader of the town powers. On day 1, they receive a count of exactly how many town powers there are in town.
Every night they can enhance powerful power. When they use their ability they select a spacific power role to enhance. They they can only enhance one role per night. Once a role is enhanced, the effect from the enhance is worn off the next night. They cannot enhance the same role twice in a row.
Enhanced monarch will stop knighting if the person their trying to knight is evil
Enhanced jailor will be safe from their jailed target attacking them
and so on...
I am not coming up with something for every power right now.
And Finally....
Idea #12 - Bully
This is a nuetral evil
Every night, they select a player to bully. That player wont be "attacked", but they will be beat so bad they fail to perform their nightly ability AND cannot speak the next day.
The bully can never bully the same player twice.
Once every living player in the town has been bullied, the bully becomes ultra powerful, transforms, and a boss fight sequence begins.
Every player (no matter the role) must team up to kill the bully while the bully tries to kill them.
The civilians job is to pick up tomatoes and hurl them at the bully to deal damage. The bullies job is to kill them all with special attacks.
Should the bully be defeated, the game will resume as normal, except everyone the bully murdered is still dead. Oh well. If the bully kills everyone else, they win.
Reason for rejection: boss fight sequence

Hello to everyone on here.
Binge watching old SVU because I need to catch up before I can dive in to the recent season.
There's so many tv shows that I couldn't catch up to all of them, so now, I'm slowly but steadily watching every ep until I reach the current one.
I'm on season 15, ep 2: American Tragedy.
This was the episode after Olivia came back from her terrible ordeal with William Lewis.In this ep, there's this boy Mehcad who died after a celebrity "Jolene" shot him because she thought he was going to rape her.
So, the detectives found out that maybe this was a hate crime, and Mehcad was falsely accused by Jolene.
Fin said something that Mehcad is a fan of Jolene and wanted to her autograph.
But what I want to know is: Why the heck would somebody want to get an autograph from a celebrity at night, in the dark, and acting sus and following someone like a stalker??? It does not make sense to me.
I don't think it matters what race they are...if I "felt" in my gut that someone's been following me in the dark and especially wearing their hoodie in a way that you couldn't really see their face, I'd be alarmed and fearful for my life.
Towards the end, Jolene met with Olivia by accident in the washroom. They had words. Olivia said, "He wasn't a rapist. He was just a boy" ---- but how many cases they had where they put away boys that committed a crime?? There were several. So, it doesn't follow what she said.
Mehcad could be totally innocent. But from the defense side, I agree with them. The race here doesn't matter. Mehcad fit the description of the suspect---young black male in a hoodie. What stood out to me was the hoodie. I know it's common and everybody wears this... but if you're alone in the dark, and you feel somebody following you, wearing something in which you couldn't see them clearly, wouldn't you feel fear, too?
the most unfortunate thing for Mehcad is that he was walking alone in the dark in a hoodie. Not because he's black (or not), but because that's what they described the suspect.
And Jolene didn't have any history of shooting black males, like her employees. Sure, she had bad things to say about them, but she never shot them.
This was self-defense to me. Probably the only case so far in which I disagree with the SVU detectives.
Any thoughts similar to mine? or any other perspective?

WARNING: The following is a massive wall of text and pretty much entirely fanfiction I came up with for fun. A tldr will be available at the end. Please enjoy.
I remember reading once that the Pokémon franchise as we know it was originally supposed to end with Gen II. I always found it fascinating because rather the the wide branching cosmology now seen in the Pokémon world with living embodiments of space and time, an omnipotent creator deity, and even their own version of a devil-like figure in Giratina, the only Legendary Pokémon would be the Legendary Birds, the Legendary Beasts, the Tower Duo, Mew, Mewtwo, Celebi, and the Unknown (assuming you count them as Legendary. I do, so that’s what we’ll go with).
But recently it struck me: What if these were the only Pokémon. Or rather, the only natural Pokémon (minus Mewtwo, of course).
Before diving into the how, first we must ask the why. More specifically, why would human create Pokémon to begin with? Well, the answer to that lies in one of the oldest mysteries of the franchise: the war that Lt. Surge fought in prior to the events of RBG. War has been the catalyst for innovation throughout human history, and in a world which is already known to have magical creatures in it, the idea of creating living weapons is fully within the realm of possibility.
Now that we know why, we can move onto how: How Pokémon as we know them came to be.
It begins with a war. We don't know who it was with, we don't even know if shots have been fired or if it was a Cold War on the verge of going hot. Either way, Kanto was involved in this war and desperately looking for something that could give them an edge. Eventually a military scientist stumbles across the tale of the Legendary Beasts, three beings who perished in a fire 150 years ago that destroyed the Brass Tower, only to be resurrected by the divine bird known as Ho-Oh into powerful elemental beings.
It is from this legend that a radical new project was conceived, to create a legion of elemental creatures to win the impending war. This would become known as Project Pocket Monster.
The first thoughts were to seek out Ho-Oh itself to obtain this power, but as the legendary bird disappeared after preforming its miracle at the Burned Tower it was soon ruled out. Lugia was deemed too dangerous to seek out and was immediately dismissed. The Legendary Beasts were oblivious candidates to study for their powers but they were impossible to track down, as were the Legendary Birds. The Voice of the Forest, Celebi, was briefly considered, but it was considered almost a myth and never seriously sought out. Nobody even knew the Unknown were real creatures to consider at this point.
Finally though, they found their lucky break in the form of a species of rare, mystical creatures from a faraway land who had the ability to transform their physical bodies at will and possessed amazing psychic powers: Mew.
Although difficult, the scientists succeeded in finding the Mew and capturing them, so many in fact that the species was believed to have gone extinct years later as a direct consequence of Project Pocket Monster. Through various experiments involving cloning and gene-splicing they managed to create what would become known as the first Normal types, seemingly ordinary creatures that nonetheless possessed power beyond any natural animal.
The first Pocket Monsters were born.
More tests ensued. The forms these creations took were random, and yet they would sometimes repeat. This occurred on and on until various breeding populations had been established. From here, two major developments occurred.
Firstly, it was discovered that Mew’s DNA was highly unstable, and if the Pocket Monsters were trained properly they would spontaneously morph in even stronger forms. Some could even undergo this process twice. This process would be dubbed evolution, and through studying it scientists found a way to turn the Pocket Monsters into energy to be stored and carried around in small capsules for easy transportation.
Secondly, the Pocket Monsters would sometimes undergo random mutations in the cloning process that resulted in creatures with new abilities, namely creatures with psychic powers like those of the Mew. And thus, Psychic types were born.
The project was a massive success, but one day it took an unexpected turn. One of the scientists happened to have a decoration in his office, a rock from Mt. Moon said to be an actual moon stone. One day as he was writing up a report one of the Pocket Monsters, a small pink creature he named Clefairy, was wandering around his office when it touched the rock. When the light died down, the scientist found that the Clefairy had evolved into a new form after coming into contact the with moon stone.
At the same time, some were becoming frustrated that they couldn’t duplicate the elemental powers seen in the other creatures of legend. When they received news about the Clefairy, however, a new plan was hatched. If random mutation wouldn’t give them powers over the elements, then they would capture the elements themselves.
And so another project was born, Project Stone: Use the unique properties of the Moon Stones to try and harness the power of the elements.
After much deliberation, four teams were put together. Three would each seek out one of the Legendary Beasts in the hopes that they might siphon off whatever power brought them back to life a elemental beings, the success of Project Pocket Monster giving them the funding to finally track them down. Although they never caught them, they did manage to get close enough to the Beasts that the Moon Stones transformed in stones containing the essences of fire, water, and lightning, respectively.
The fourth team went down a different route and sought out the Voice of the Forest. While they never found it, they did find the shrine dedicated to it deep within the woods. There they paid their respects, left offerings, placed the Moon Stones around the base, prayed, and went to sleep for the night. The next day, all the Moon Stones held within them the essence of nature itself.
With the elements now in their hands the scientists got to work, first on creating artificial Stones. While the Moon Stones couldn’t be replicated, vessels for the Elemental Stone were. With these new Stones they began giving them to the Pocket Monsters, and at long last, elemental Pocket Monsters were created.
First there were Fire, Water, Electric, and Grass types, but the unstable nature of Mew’s DNA gave rise to all sorts of new types and combinations. Fire/Flying, WateIce, Grass/Poison, and so on. These would in turn give rise to newer types still, such as Poison/Bug, Ice/Psychic, and even Flying/Dragon. Moon Stones were also applied, creating the Rock and Ground types. All four Stone were also capable of inducing evolution, but not as often as the scientists would’ve hoped for.
Perhaps the height of Project Stone came in the form of Eevee, a Pocket Monster who possess exceptionally unstable DNA and was able to evolve from exposure to three of the five Stones.
In all, a total of 17 types were catalogued out of over 200 species of Pocket Monsters. The project was an incredible success and the creatures, officially dubbed Pokémon for the first time, were issued out to soldiers to serve as their partners in battle. The arrival of these superpowered creatures immediately turned the tide of the war, and shortly after their deployment the Kanto region had emerged victorious.
But that is not the end of the story.
The powers that be knew that if the Pokémon were used in battle it wouldn’t be long before news got out to the general public. And get out it did, as almost immediately after Pokémon became known to the wider world the public protested their use as living weapons, decrying it as inhuman and a violation of ethics. This outcry only increased when it was leaked that the project led to the believed extinction of the Mew.
Faced with mounting public pressure the project was shut down and the Pokémon ordered to be destroyed. However, the scientists who created and raised them and the soldiers who fought alongside them had grown attached to the Pokémon and couldn’t bare the thought of putting them down. Instead, the soldiers kept their partners, the scientists took partners of their own, and the rest were released into the wild.
Additionally, all information on the creation of Pokémon was destroyed and the lead scientists went into hiding so that new Pokémon might never be created by those with ill intent. Some would manage to figure out at least part of the procedure later on, leading to the creation of Poryon by Silph Co. using modern computer technology in place of cloning.
With very little now known about the Pokémon, it fell to the public to rediscover them. A young man named Samuel Oak lead the charge, completely changing the world with his very first Pokédex, a catalogue of 150 different species of Pokémon in 15 different types. This was the first step to creating the modern world of Pokémon as seen in Gen I and Gen II.
There was one group of scientists, however, who refused to abandon their life’s work. Led by Dr. Fuji, these men would set their sights on creating the most powerful Pokémon the world had ever seen.
If only they had a single stand of Mew DNA…
TL;DR: In Gens I and II, only the Tower Duo, the Legendary Birds and Beasts, Celebi, Mew and the Unknown are natural Pokémon. All other Pokémon were created through Mew DNA to serve as living weapons in a war long before Gen I and were released into the wild following public outcry.
Thank you for reading, I hope you enjoyed.

Solarian is attraction to men/masc/neutral and I think lunarian is the fem equivalent (I just heard of these terms), and since solar means sun and lunar means moon here’s my theory lol: Plato wrote about how there were three types of sexes, like the sun moon and earth are three, and the sexes were basically two people combined representing soulmates, one of them was two men combined which represented the sun, woman and woman were the moon, and man and women were the earth, and I really love that story so out of curiosity do you think that’s where those terms come from cuz that’d be pretty cool :)

Brace yourselves, this is gonna be a long one.
Table of Contents
1…… The Main Goal
2…… What I’m Seeking
3…… Personality
4…… Interests
5…… Physical Characteristics (with pics)
6…… Expectations of You
7…… Living Situation
8…… Deal Breakers
9…… Closing Remarks
(1)
The Main Goal:
Well if you’re browsing this subreddit then much like me, you were alone this weekend and I’m sure you’d like to change that as much as me. I won’t lie, I am going through a rough part of my life right now. It’s difficult for me to find the energy for anything at the moment and I’m just really seeking affection in general, anything that will give me a push. I don’t want to be that person who brings everyone down but I could really use someone to talk to right now. I’d really like to find someone who’s similar to me so much to the point that we do everything together and talk about everything while not having to pretend to be interested. I want someone with whom we can mutually spew our emotions onto and have those feelings reciprocated. Not an emotional punching bag, but an emotional teddy bear to hug and cuddle until everything feels better as many times as we need. There’s people who I’m sure have told you the same, they’ll be there no matter how many times you need the support, no matter how many times the insecurities and bad thoughts come back but they don’t mean it. I will be the exception, I’m not so ignorant to think some nice words and tales of relating to you will magically forever heal whatever ails you then get mad when you seek the same support again. Mental ailments are rarely temporary and I don’t care about someone because they’re perfect, caring about someone means being there no matter how many times they need you to be. It doesn’t feel like a chore, it doesn’t get old, and it never will.
(2)
(2.a)
What I'm Seeking:
I will upfront let you know if I’m clicking better with someone else or if you’re the one, I’m not here to tread the sea of fish or keep my options open, I’m here for one singular person.
(2.b)
Relationship:
A relationship is difficult for me right now, it’s been nearly half a year since I got out of my last relationship and the reasons for it ending are partially responsible for how I’ve been feeling and why it’s so hard for me to seek the comfort I so desperately crave. I will tell you about it but for the sake of not treating the entirety of the internet as my therapist, it’ll be in private. I really need the comfort of intimacy and the warmth of someone who cares. I'm not going to feel better if I just sulk and don’t move on. This is my attempt to get better, I’ll admit I’m not great right now and I don’t expect you to be either. If we can help each other heal, then I’d be more than happy :) A relationship isn’t just being there for when someone’s at their best. Even if a relationship is hard at the moment, I do want a life partner and I don’t want to be alone. Things aren’t going to get easier without you so I don’t want to hesitate. I view my other as an equal, I don’t like categorizing us into specific roles. We take care of each other and treat each other how we like to be treated, whatever that is, it's as simple as that. I don't care if you're "successful" or not, living simple lives with our days filled with love is the ultimate measure of success to me.
(3)
Personality:
(3.a)
On the Surface:
As you can tell I can be rather… stoic but that’s largely due to my current stressors, I truthfully am goofy and fun loving but I just can’t find it in me right now. I want to return to that but without someone to light up my world it’s been difficult to just have fun and enjoy stuff. I’m definitely more introverted, you won’t catch me at any parties or really outside at all. I definitely prefer being home though the occasional outing is not out of the question and one day I’d like to travel to other countries because I think that kind of perspective is important.
(3.b)
The Core of My Being:
I like being a spectator to it all and if we bear witness to humanity burning or its miraculous recovery, I want to watch it with you. I enjoy watching humanity advance, less so when it devolves but I want to watch it to the end nonetheless. I’m both a realist and someone who lives with my head in the clouds dreaming of scenarios or worlds that don’t exist. I’m saying that I enjoy a good narrative and can suspend my disbelief to enjoy something but you won’t catch me refusing vaccines or ignoring blatant facts for the sake of some pseudo science or witch doctor’s remedy. I’m an atheist but I do not rule out existence after death, not because I’m agnostic but because due to the nature of potentially infinite time at some point after how many googol years with a googol amount of 0s after that, something’s bound to replicate your consciousness perfectly at some point. It’s actually a really fascinating topic I like talking about. If infinite time and infinite possibilities exist, does non existence exist? Though that’s an awfully existentially dreadful thought process considering the ramifications of infinite existence and infinite possibilities during said infinite existence. I would say I’m confidently left leaning and I don’t think I could truly get along with anyone right leaning, at least America’s definition of right leaning. Left and right seems to have just become; do people deserve to suffer or do they deserve to live good lives? Being political is not something I expected to become but how can you not be when crimes against human rights are being passed on a daily basis and at the end of the day, everything’s political. Oftentimes I imagine the perfect moment as relaxing with my significant other playing games or cuddling in a cold room under blankets.
I value that special someone above all of the existential thoughts, the bad of the world, the good of the world, they practically become my world. So many worries wash away when I’m with them. I don’t know if that’s the defense mechanism my brain created to not feel bad 24/7 but if it is, I’m currently without it.
(3.c)
Insecurities:
I talk of philosophy and politics here but really I spend most of my time just playing games, watching stuff, and trying to not be sleep deprived. I’m also nowhere near as well spoken, heck sometimes I feel like my speech is broken. I won’t claim to be something I’m not, I sit at home while I complain about the world doing nothing about it wishing I had someone here with me. I’m not noble nor do I really want to be, I have morals I uphold but much like most other hypocrites I acknowledge that my comfortable life is built on the suffering of others without doing anything about it. Why? My sleep problems? Am I depressed? Is that why I have no energy to do anything? Do I just think nothing I could do could help? I can’t nail it down myself, maybe it’s a mix of everything, maybe I’m just a bad person. I have always told myself that if I had wealth I would help people but if I get that kind of wealth will I just become a wealth hoarder who tries to justify my riches as something I earned rather than something given to me through incredibly lucky circumstances? If I do help people is it because I’m a good person or out of guilt? Will I die alone? I feel like I drive everyone away with my clinginess, I get paranoid often and need reassurance often. It’s something I want to work on, something I’ve been trying to work on. Hearing that someone cares about me just never gets old. I value self awareness even if it’s painful.
(3.d)
Socializing:
I’m definitely a socially anxious/awkward mess, especially around strangers. I do feel a large amount of anxiety in public, people can’t tell by looking at my face since I kind of go stone faced in an attempt to block everything out but yeah you’ll notice that if we go out in public. Growing up my pediatrician said I was probably autistic, never got a formal diagnosis so that’s just great. But yeah that explains why I can’t make eye contact with people, I kinda just stare at the ground and avoid their gaze at all costs. A lot of these social struggles go away to a great degree once I know you for a bit but yeah I apologize for how terrible I am at socializing at first. Don’t let my social struggles fool you though, I love cuddling and being close with my person.
(3.e)
Sexuality:
I am a heterosexual male, though I’m not very masculine like at all. I may even be a bit feminine sometimes. Not that I believe any activity or manner of acting belongs to a gender but I don’t know how else to describe it. I’m definitely super affectionate and love it when my partner is too. I am open to dating demi people but I do have a libido so I don't think asexual would work out.
(4)
Interests:
(4.a)
Video Games:
As stated before, I do spend a lot of my time playing video games. It’s been hard lately with me having no energy but I really do want to play more games and have a good time playing them with you! I primarily play on PC though I do have a switch. I’m primarily into platform fighters, roguelikes, open world, survival, and sandbox games. As for single player story games, I enjoy watching them through twitch or youtube but for the most part I don’t play them myself. I’d watch you play them though!
Here’s a list of games we can play:
-Minecraft (Java)
-Risk of Rain 2
-Gunfire Reborn
-Roboquest
-7 Days to Die
-Phasmophobia
-Rust
-Unturned
-Bloons TD 6
-Platform fighters: Super Smash Bros. Melee, Slap City, Multiversus, Flash Party, Fraymakers
Whatever you want to play I’ll give it a shot! I will say that League bores me to death but I’ll play it for you :) I try to avoid MMOs, not because I don’t like them but because of how addicted I can get to them. I enjoy learning games in-depth so MMOs can be a fast track to addiction.
I recently got Kerbal Space Program 2 and ehhh not really worth it right now but hopefully later it will be? I’m super excited for Tears of the Kingdom! In the far off future I’m excited for Rivals of Aether 2 which is a platform fighter releasing in 2024, let me know of your most anticipated releases and I’ll see if I could play them with you!
Also I never got into FPS games but I could totally see myself playing like CoD with you or Escape From Tarkov. Any FPS really, I’m down.
I am a fan of Pokemon but with how things have been lately I don’t know how long that will last. Pixelmon is a common Pokemon mod I play for Minecraft if you want to play that! Also if I say I want to play something with you I mean it but there are often times when no matter how much I want to I'm just drained and can do little more than lay in bed so please don't think I'm making an excuse.
(4.b)
Science:
I really enjoy keeping up with the latest advances in pretty much everything, it could be biology, technology, astronomy, anything! I love seeing progression and I love talking about it! Really I could go on and on about what I’m obsessing about that day. I particularly love technology, ask me for my laptop specs I dare you. When I was little I always wanted to be a scientist of any kind but then insomnia and fear of college stuff hit me like a truck aaaand that’s the end of that dream.
(4.c)
Anime:
You got me, I like anime but I’d like to think my tastes are benign.
Here’s some of my favorites I can list from the top of my head:
- To Your Eternity
- Vinland Saga
- Spice and Wolf
- Re:Zero
- Mob Psycho
- Dr. Stone
- Attack on Titan
- Spy x Family
- My Hero Academia
- Ranking of Kings
- Demon Slayer
Okay I can go on and on but I will say I don’t like pointless fan service and the spamming of cliche anime moments. I mostly enjoy action and anything well animated if it doesn’t have a potato story. Heck Demon Slayer could be my top 3 out of season 2’s animation alone. I don’t watch slice of life often or romance but I would with you!
(4.d)
Misc:
I’m not going to go on and on about the tiniest little things when the main ones are covered but I’ll watch pretty much any show with you and anything really. I like random youtube videos that explain some kind of lore or mystery, sometimes mini documentaries too.
As for food I looove sushi and I’m a sucker for fast food. Okay and candy, definitely candy.
I used to play tennis but haven’t really had the opportunity nor friends to play it with and I’m way too socially anxious to seek it out. Also I will say that when we move to something like discord I type waaaay more casually. I’m not going to expect long paragraphs back and forth like we’re writing English papers for each other, I do enjoy long conversations but seriously don’t worry about having to put the utmost effort into every response, I just like making good first impressions I guess.
(5)
(5.a)
My Physical Characteristics:
I’m 5’8 (172cm), 128 pounds (58kg), with curly brown hair and blue eyes. I like keeping my hair long in the winter and cutting it in the summer. I’m pretty slim in general so if you’re looking for someone large, that’s not me. I don’t work out but my work is pretty physical so at least I’m not totally inactive. I don’t have the urge to work out or gain muscle but I do want to maintain my slim figure so if I start losing control of that I’ll work out. I like to keep my face shaved because I don’t think I look good with a beard/mustache so if you’re into those I apologize. I have an average amount of body hair? I’d prefer to be completely shaved but it’s easy to lose motivation with that battle, if you prefer shaved then I’d have no problem complying. Anyways here’s what I look like: https://imgur.com/a/MZZgf2t
(5.b)
My Physical Preferences:
Having physical preferences makes me feel shallow, if I could make myself not have them I would but unfortunately that’s now how that works. I don’t care if you’re shorter or taller than me and I don’t care if you weigh more or less than me. All I ask is that you’re slim-average weight. I would never ask for someone to be something I’m not. I don’t care about tattoos or piercings.
(6)
Expectations of You:
I am not looking for someone “exciting” or someone to “keep me on my toes” I’m not looking for someone to cater to my every whim or anything like that. I don’t care if you’re “boring” or if you aren’t “successful”. I know it’s a common thing for people to not want a “boring” relationship and to seek something argumentative or something with constant challenges but I just want to be with you. During the exciting times, the boring times, and everything in-between, all of it will be great with you! Maybe we do argue sometimes or maybe there will be challenges but that will never be something I purposefully seek out and I don’t want that to be something you seek out either. I will not play tricks on you and I will not play mind games, I expect the same from you. We all have personal measures of success we may or may not have lived up to but what I care about most is our commitment to each other. If we have each other we can get through tough times, near the ends of our lives I want us to look back and feel that this life together was worth more than anything. That’s not saying I want us to be haphazard, I don’t want us to make poor decisions for the sake of yolo and I want us to always be rational, especially with each other. I want you to be someone I can trust to make decisions and weigh the options with a level head, I’ll try my best to live up to the same for you. Most of all I want empathy, understanding, someone to feel the utmost comfort and trust in.
(7)
Living Situation:
Currently my life is pretty relaxed, I work 3 times a week as a night shift stocker. I currently live in a 2 bedroom apartment with my roommate but we’re looking to move into someplace larger by the end of the year if everything works out. The internet is weirdly great for Ohio too like I have fiber and later this year we’re supposed to be getting dedicated fiber so that’s neat. I’m not attached to Ohio so the ultimate goal living location wise is probably moving to a country that won’t send you into a lifetime of dealing with the repercussions from one medical emergency.
(8)
Deal Breakers:
Might as well make this simple and make it a list.
- Anti-vaxxers
- Unironically believing astrology
- Right wingers
- Hard drugs (occasional 420 and alcohol is fine, may even join you)
- Wanting children, there was a time when I was younger when I wanted children but with the state of the word that’s a definite no and I feel like I wouldn’t be able to handle the stress. I’d love a stress free life with as much time with you as possible.
- Homophobic
- Transphobic
- Racist
- Super Religious
- Don’t be a bigot and don’t deny facts.
(9)
Closing Remarks:
Well you made it, I was thinking that finding someone I’d be willing to put a lifetime of effort into at least required this much effort. If I think of anything more I’ll update the post. Also about timezones, it really doesn’t matter where in the world you are. I don’t have a sleep schedule and I have most of the week off from work so it really doesn’t matter.
I request that in your response you do put effort into it, it doesn’t have to be anywhere near as long as this but at least enough so I know that you read this and enough about you so I know why you saw potential compatibility. I will seriously read all of it and respond the best I can. I do also request a pic included in your response (sfw please) or one soon after we start talking to prove identity, I’ll send identity proving pics too. As long as this post is up, you can send a reply!

Brace yourselves, this is gonna be a long one.
Table of Contents
1…… The Main Goal
2…… What I’m Seeking
3…… Personality
4…… Interests
5…… Physical Characteristics (with pics)
6…… Expectations of You
7…… Living Situation
8…… Deal Breakers
9…… Closing Remarks
(1)
The Main Goal:
Well if you’re browsing this subreddit then much like me, you were alone this weekend and I’m sure you’d like to change that as much as me. I won’t lie, I am going through a rough part of my life right now. It’s difficult for me to find the energy for anything at the moment and I’m just really seeking affection in general, anything that will give me a push. I don’t want to be that person who brings everyone down but I could really use someone to talk to right now. I’d really like to find someone who’s similar to me so much to the point that we do everything together and talk about everything while not having to pretend to be interested. I want someone with whom we can mutually spew our emotions onto and have those feelings reciprocated. Not an emotional punching bag, but an emotional teddy bear to hug and cuddle until everything feels better as many times as we need. There’s people who I’m sure have told you the same, they’ll be there no matter how many times you need the support, no matter how many times the insecurities and bad thoughts come back but they don’t mean it. I will be the exception, I’m not so ignorant to think some nice words and tales of relating to you will magically forever heal whatever ails you then get mad when you seek the same support again. Mental ailments are rarely temporary and I don’t care about someone because they’re perfect, caring about someone means being there no matter how many times they need you to be. It doesn’t feel like a chore, it doesn’t get old, and it never will.
(2)
(2.a)
What I'm Seeking:
I will upfront let you know if I’m clicking better with someone else or if you’re the one, I’m not here to tread the sea of fish or keep my options open, I’m here for one singular person.
(2.b)
Relationship:
A relationship is difficult for me right now, it’s been nearly half a year since I got out of my last relationship and the reasons for it ending are partially responsible for how I’ve been feeling and why it’s so hard for me to seek the comfort I so desperately crave. I will tell you about it but for the sake of not treating the entirety of the internet as my therapist, it’ll be in private. I really need the comfort of intimacy and the warmth of someone who cares. I'm not going to feel better if I just sulk and don’t move on. This is my attempt to get better, I’ll admit I’m not great right now and I don’t expect you to be either. If we can help each other heal, then I’d be more than happy :) A relationship isn’t just being there for when someone’s at their best. Even if a relationship is hard at the moment, I do want a life partner and I don’t want to be alone. Things aren’t going to get easier without you so I don’t want to hesitate. I view my other as an equal, I don’t like categorizing us into specific roles. We take care of each other and treat each other how we like to be treated, whatever that is, it's as simple as that. I don't care if you're "successful" or not, living simple lives with our days filled with love is the ultimate measure of success to me.
(3)
Personality:
(3.a)
On the Surface:
As you can tell I can be rather… stoic but that’s largely due to my current stressors, I truthfully am goofy and fun loving but I just can’t find it in me right now. I want to return to that but without someone to light up my world it’s been difficult to just have fun and enjoy stuff. I’m definitely more introverted, you won’t catch me at any parties or really outside at all. I definitely prefer being home though the occasional outing is not out of the question and one day I’d like to travel to other countries because I think that kind of perspective is important.
(3.b)
The Core of My Being:
I like being a spectator to it all and if we bear witness to humanity burning or its miraculous recovery, I want to watch it with you. I enjoy watching humanity advance, less so when it devolves but I want to watch it to the end nonetheless. I’m both a realist and someone who lives with my head in the clouds dreaming of scenarios or worlds that don’t exist. I’m saying that I enjoy a good narrative and can suspend my disbelief to enjoy something but you won’t catch me refusing vaccines or ignoring blatant facts for the sake of some pseudo science or witch doctor’s remedy. I’m an atheist but I do not rule out existence after death, not because I’m agnostic but because due to the nature of potentially infinite time at some point after how many googol years with a googol amount of 0s after that, something’s bound to replicate your consciousness perfectly at some point. It’s actually a really fascinating topic I like talking about. If infinite time and infinite possibilities exist, does non existence exist? Though that’s an awfully existentially dreadful thought process considering the ramifications of infinite existence and infinite possibilities during said infinite existence. I would say I’m confidently left leaning and I don’t think I could truly get along with anyone right leaning, at least America’s definition of right leaning. Left and right seems to have just become; do people deserve to suffer or do they deserve to live good lives? Being political is not something I expected to become but how can you not be when crimes against human rights are being passed on a daily basis and at the end of the day, everything’s political. Oftentimes I imagine the perfect moment as relaxing with my significant other playing games or cuddling in a cold room under blankets.
I value that special someone above all of the existential thoughts, the bad of the world, the good of the world, they practically become my world. So many worries wash away when I’m with them. I don’t know if that’s the defense mechanism my brain created to not feel bad 24/7 but if it is, I’m currently without it.
(3.c)
Insecurities:
I talk of philosophy and politics here but really I spend most of my time just playing games, watching stuff, and trying to not be sleep deprived. I’m also nowhere near as well spoken, heck sometimes I feel like my speech is broken. I won’t claim to be something I’m not, I sit at home while I complain about the world doing nothing about it wishing I had someone here with me. I’m not noble nor do I really want to be, I have morals I uphold but much like most other hypocrites I acknowledge that my comfortable life is built on the suffering of others without doing anything about it. Why? My sleep problems? Am I depressed? Is that why I have no energy to do anything? Do I just think nothing I could do could help? I can’t nail it down myself, maybe it’s a mix of everything, maybe I’m just a bad person. I have always told myself that if I had wealth I would help people but if I get that kind of wealth will I just become a wealth hoarder who tries to justify my riches as something I earned rather than something given to me through incredibly lucky circumstances? If I do help people is it because I’m a good person or out of guilt? Will I die alone? I feel like I drive everyone away with my clinginess, I get paranoid often and need reassurance often. It’s something I want to work on, something I’ve been trying to work on. Hearing that someone cares about me just never gets old. I value self awareness even if it’s painful.
(3.d)
Socializing:
I’m definitely a socially anxious/awkward mess, especially around strangers. I do feel a large amount of anxiety in public, people can’t tell by looking at my face since I kind of go stone faced in an attempt to block everything out but yeah you’ll notice that if we go out in public. Growing up my pediatrician said I was probably autistic, never got a formal diagnosis so that’s just great. But yeah that explains why I can’t make eye contact with people, I kinda just stare at the ground and avoid their gaze at all costs. A lot of these social struggles go away to a great degree once I know you for a bit but yeah I apologize for how terrible I am at socializing at first. Don’t let my social struggles fool you though, I love cuddling and being close with my person.
(3.e)
Sexuality:
I am a heterosexual male, though I’m not very masculine like at all. I may even be a bit feminine sometimes. Not that I believe any activity or manner of acting belongs to a gender but I don’t know how else to describe it. I’m definitely super affectionate and love it when my partner is too. I am open to dating demi people but I do have a libido so I don't think asexual would work out.
(4)
Interests:
(4.a)
Video Games:
As stated before, I do spend a lot of my time playing video games. It’s been hard lately with me having no energy but I really do want to play more games and have a good time playing them with you! I primarily play on PC though I do have a switch. I’m primarily into platform fighters, roguelikes, open world, survival, and sandbox games. As for single player story games, I enjoy watching them through twitch or youtube but for the most part I don’t play them myself. I’d watch you play them though!
Here’s a list of games we can play:
-Minecraft (Java)
-Risk of Rain 2
-Gunfire Reborn
-Roboquest
-7 Days to Die
-Phasmophobia
-Rust
-Unturned
-Bloons TD 6
-Platform fighters: Super Smash Bros. Melee, Slap City, Multiversus, Flash Party, Fraymakers
Whatever you want to play I’ll give it a shot! I will say that League bores me to death but I’ll play it for you :) I try to avoid MMOs, not because I don’t like them but because of how addicted I can get to them. I enjoy learning games in-depth so MMOs can be a fast track to addiction.
I recently got Kerbal Space Program 2 and ehhh not really worth it right now but hopefully later it will be? I’m super excited for Tears of the Kingdom! In the far off future I’m excited for Rivals of Aether 2 which is a platform fighter releasing in 2024, let me know of your most anticipated releases and I’ll see if I could play them with you!
Also I never got into FPS games but I could totally see myself playing like CoD with you or Escape From Tarkov. Any FPS really, I’m down.
I am a fan of Pokemon but with how things have been lately I don’t know how long that will last. Pixelmon is a common Pokemon mod I play for Minecraft if you want to play that! Also if I say I want to play something with you I mean it but there are often times when no matter how much I want to I'm just drained and can do little more than lay in bed so please don't think I'm making an excuse.
(4.b)
Science:
I really enjoy keeping up with the latest advances in pretty much everything, it could be biology, technology, astronomy, anything! I love seeing progression and I love talking about it! Really I could go on and on about what I’m obsessing about that day. I particularly love technology, ask me for my laptop specs I dare you. When I was little I always wanted to be a scientist of any kind but then insomnia and fear of college stuff hit me like a truck aaaand that’s the end of that dream.
(4.c)
Anime:
You got me, I like anime but I’d like to think my tastes are benign.
Here’s some of my favorites I can list from the top of my head:
- To Your Eternity
- Vinland Saga
- Spice and Wolf
- Re:Zero
- Mob Psycho
- Dr. Stone
- Attack on Titan
- Spy x Family
- My Hero Academia
- Ranking of Kings
- Demon Slayer
Okay I can go on and on but I will say I don’t like pointless fan service and the spamming of cliche anime moments. I mostly enjoy action and anything well animated if it doesn’t have a potato story. Heck Demon Slayer could be my top 3 out of season 2’s animation alone. I don’t watch slice of life often or romance but I would with you!
(4.d)
Misc:
I’m not going to go on and on about the tiniest little things when the main ones are covered but I’ll watch pretty much any show with you and anything really. I like random youtube videos that explain some kind of lore or mystery, sometimes mini documentaries too.
As for food I looove sushi and I’m a sucker for fast food. Okay and candy, definitely candy.
I used to play tennis but haven’t really had the opportunity nor friends to play it with and I’m way too socially anxious to seek it out. Also I will say that when we move to something like discord I type waaaay more casually. I’m not going to expect long paragraphs back and forth like we’re writing English papers for each other, I do enjoy long conversations but seriously don’t worry about having to put the utmost effort into every response, I just like making good first impressions I guess.
(5)
(5.a)
My Physical Characteristics:
I’m 5’8 (172cm), 128 pounds (58kg), with curly brown hair and blue eyes. I like keeping my hair long in the winter and cutting it in the summer. I’m pretty slim in general so if you’re looking for someone large, that’s not me. I don’t work out but my work is pretty physical so at least I’m not totally inactive. I don’t have the urge to work out or gain muscle but I do want to maintain my slim figure so if I start losing control of that I’ll work out. I like to keep my face shaved because I don’t think I look good with a beard/mustache so if you’re into those I apologize. I have an average amount of body hair? I’d prefer to be completely shaved but it’s easy to lose motivation with that battle, if you prefer shaved then I’d have no problem complying. Anyways here’s what I look like: https://imgur.com/a/MZZgf2t
(5.b)
My Physical Preferences:
Having physical preferences makes me feel shallow, if I could make myself not have them I would but unfortunately that’s now how that works. I don’t care if you’re shorter or taller than me and I don’t care if you weigh more or less than me. All I ask is that you’re slim-average weight. I would never ask for someone to be something I’m not. I don’t care about tattoos or piercings.
(6) Expectations of You: I am not looking for someone “exciting” or someone to “keep me on my toes” I’m not looking for someone to cater to my every whim or anything like that. I don’t care if you’re “boring” or if you aren’t “successful”. I know it’s a common thing for people to not want a “boring” relationship and to seek something argumentative or something with constant challenges but I just want to be with you. During the exciting times, the boring times, and everything in-between, all of it will be great with you! Maybe we do argue sometimes or maybe there will be challenges but that will never be something I purposefully seek out and I don’t want that to be something you seek out either. I will not play tricks on you and I will not play mind games, I expect the same from you. We all have personal measures of success we may or may not have lived up to but what I care about most is our commitment to each other. If we have each other we can get through tough times, near the ends of our lives I want us to look back and feel that this life together was worth more than anything. That’s not saying I want us to be haphazard, I don’t want us to make poor decisions for the sake of yolo and I want us to always be rational, especially with each other. I want you to be someone I can trust to make decisions and weigh the options with a level head, I’ll try my best to live up to the same for you. Most of all I want empathy, understanding, someone to feel the utmost comfort and trust in.
(7)
Living Situation:
Currently my life is pretty relaxed, I work 3 times a week as a night shift stocker. I currently live in a 2 bedroom apartment with my roommate but we’re looking to move into someplace larger by the end of the year if everything works out. The internet is weirdly great for Ohio too like I have fiber and later this year we’re supposed to be getting dedicated fiber so that’s neat. I’m not attached to Ohio so the ultimate goal living location wise is probably moving to a country that won’t send you into a lifetime of dealing with the repercussions from one medical emergency.
(8)
Deal Breakers:
Might as well make this simple and make it a list.
- Anti-vaxxers
- Unironically believing astrology
- Right wingers
- Hard drugs (occasional 420 and alcohol is fine, may even join you)
- Wanting children, there was a time when I was younger when I wanted children but with the state of the word that’s a definite no and I feel like I wouldn’t be able to handle the stress. I’d love a stress free life with as much time with you as possible.
- Homophobic
- Transphobic
- Racist
- Super Religious
- Don’t be a bigot and don’t deny facts.
(9)
Closing Remarks:
Well you made it, I was thinking that finding someone I’d be willing to put a lifetime of effort into at least required this much effort. If I think of anything more I’ll update the post. Also about timezones, it really doesn’t matter where in the world you are. I don’t have a sleep schedule and I have most of the week off from work so it really doesn’t matter.
I request that in your response you do put effort into it, it doesn’t have to be anywhere near as long as this but at least enough so I know that you read this and enough about you so I know why you saw potential compatibility. I will seriously read all of it and respond the best I can. I do also request a pic included in your response (sfw please) or one soon after we start talking to prove identity, I’ll send identity proving pics too. As long as this post is up, you can send a reply!

I've gotten a lot of synchronicities either like this before or the exact significant phrase or keyword I was thinking... But I was stirring some turmeric in my tea and thinking how I want my next glamour magick to be SO INTENSE, I don't care how drastic and obvious the immediate change is. Like, let me see the full extent of what I can do! Let it be obvious that I did witchcraft, I don't care! Change every and anything necessary for me to be my ideal self, all at once! 🤣
And on TV right then I heard "It's not the same girl in the pictures".... Like, YASSSS! LET me be completely different!! 🤣
I've been liking my appearance lately and feeling like I was enhancing it, plus my overall diving feminine energy in how I carry myself. But I had candid pictures taken of me 📸 when I was doing a comedy show. I almost always look bad when other people take pic of me. Plus I have high social anxiety, facial tension that gets worse with social anxiety, and I don't like how my cheeks widen my face when I smile and laugh.
So those fucking HORRIBLE AWFUL TERRIBLE EMBARRASSING pictures that are going to haunt me, and in which I look nothing like how I look in selfies or even the mirror.... I was like DAMN!! Did my anxiety really set back my glamour manifestation that I even enhanced with Moon rituals????
Then I thought of what I know about the manifestation process, and I'm going with "I had to face myself looking how I fear I look to people, so that I can be even STRONGER AND UNWAVERING in my FOCUSED INTENTION to be ONLY MY SEXY IDEAL DIVINE FEMININE GODDESS SELF! 💃🏽🧞‍♀️. . . . . It makes sense to be aware of how I'm still super self-conscious about looking ugly, flawed, and awkward, even after I do magick, intentions, and affirmations to be THE COMPLETE OPPOSITE. Why would I be holding 2 opposing states of mind? This is why I got mixed results.

We have this one friend 23F, that we have never been super close with, compared to each other. We come from a big group of 13 down to 8, still big but we are a lot closer and comfortable with each other than we are with her. Everyone is close with each other and after a few bumps we have refined our communication skills and get along really well, we have also been on many holidays with each other so we know each others boundaries.
In 2020, we invited her for the first time and it was not a comfortable experience, we felt as though we were obligated to invite her since our group had dwindled down and she WAS “close” to me and another. During that trip she was extremely difficult and wouldn’t compromise on what activities the group wanted to do, and would rather spend her time inside doing nothing. On one seperate occasion I had felt really uncomfortable as we have not established a close relationship where we would change in the same room, my friend and I are really close, but we are not at that stage as we have not had many instances where it happened. On this particular occasion, we were all at the beach having fun and playing in the water, after an hour or two she made me drive her around to find her a dress for dinner, when we had JUST gone shopping and I got one for myself, after we had returned from the beach, just the two of us, we were waiting for the others to get back to get ready to go out for dinner, I was one of the designated drivers so I wanted to get ready first, considering her shopping trip set us back an hour. As I was getting changed she had taken a shower and barged into the room we were sharing whilst I was indecent, she didn’t bother knocking or asking if she could come in. I was facing the window as she walked in and didn’t think much of it, as my other friends knew our boundaries when it came to room sharing, this next part made me feel extremely uncomfortable and a little violated, as she was fully undressed, I had turned around to grab my clothes when she stopped me and asked “do you think guys will like my boobs?” I was too shocked to even say anything as this was a clear line that I myself had drawn with my other female friends, this was not something that I am completely comfortable with. While it was not a major issue, it was a line she had crossed, and that is only one instance out of the many from the trip and in the friendship. The friendship that I personally have with her is more one sided, it’s always felt like I put more effort into it than she does, she is also very obsessive and does not like it when I hang out with the others, and this instance made it clear to me that she didn’t care about my feelings and was more worried about herself. And it was not only me that had an issue with her behaviour during the trip. After the incident I had kept it to myself out of fear I was making a bigger issue out of it than it really was, but I caved and needed to speak to one of them. I told my other friend what had happened and she told me that the same friend was also making her extremely uncomfortable, constantly staring at her and not making any effort to talk to her, but rather just complain on the phone to her mum. She’s a very awkward person that even if you tell her something direct, she will not understand what you mean, and proceed to do exactly what you tell her not to. And it’s not like I’ve made no effort to communicate all of my concerns with her, even after taking a year break from each other after we had a big sit down talk. She seems to have made no changes and is even worse than before. I ask this now as my other friends and I are planning a trip for our mid term uni break and want to go on a holiday, but we all have decided that we did not want her to come. We are unsure on how to tell her. This trip is no secret, as the whole group knows but only half are going/invited, and the others are fine with us going without them as we had talked about doing a uni trip, and considering the other half are full time workers. We had made sure that everyone was fine and happy with the plans and made sure they did not feel left out. But she is the only one that we are truely worried about. In the last couple months we have made sure to catch up as a group once a week to make up for this trip for those who are missing out, but each hang we have made the effort to invite her but she has declined each time. There’s is so much more behind the scenes besides her flashing me, but what should we do, as I’ve recently come to learn that we all have conflict with her, and are not comfortable spending a week with her 24/7. Any advice on how to handle this would be really helpful/ should we tell her?
There is so much more that I’d like to put down, but if there are any questions needed to under the context better, feel free to ask questions and we will try to answer them

With my old deleted profile, I asked a couple of months ago how is the experience to have a single AP. Well, I can understand why some people told me to run away! If you can read my previous post, I had a wonderful weekend with AP and everything was doing well until.. He went to visit his ex-girlfriend this weekend to another state 6 hours from here, and he's going today incommunicado. It's a long story but stay here if you want some tea. The girl is admitted into a OCD program (she can mop the floor for 10 hours non stop, she wash her hands until she bleeds, she doesnt touch people and no kisses even with family) in a hospital and she ask him to go with her to a OCD walk yesterday. He told me about this couple months ago and I didn't pay attention since we were just f#cking at the time and I thought "He's a nice guy going so far for a friend" He reminds me again 3 weeks ago and I even helped him to find a hotel close to the hospital for 1 adult. At the moment, I felt weird, but I was very excited for our NY trip, so I didn't think about that. Coming back from our trip I told him if he was sleeping with his friend he needs to get tested (we are/were in a sex (exclusive) agreement that he suggested and if someone breaks the rules needs to get std tested) he told me he didn't have any intention to do that and repeat that couple times more...
BUT the only way that happens is "IF" his friend asks him to have sex he will do it only because he knows how hard it is for her to find a person that she trusts to intimate. In that moment, right there, I felt how my heart was destroyed in thousand pieces. I knew in that moment that something was out of my hands, and of course, I catched feelings. We were texting over the weekend in the morning and night. But today he stopped to text me at 10 am and I haven't had news from him since then.
My sixth sense says he is delivering compassion with her friend, and he's "helping her." I want to say I had a wonderful time with him, and these 4 months were out of this world. But I don't think I can handle this, I can't cry in my house or answer my husband why I'm in tears.
My best friend suggested that I tell him the truth and feelings. I definitely need to explain him why I'm stopping to see him because he knows my house address and he may think I'm dead and he shows up haha (don't judge me, this is my first affair) but I think he doesn't deserve to know the real reason. Just maybe says my marriage doesn't sucks anymore 🤷 I appreciate it if you read the whole crying post. People with experience, what would you do being in this situation?

Can someone explain the matchmaking in pokemon unite cause everyt8me I play in rank or otherwise I LITERALLY HAVE TO CARRY MY TEAM TO VICTORY!!! Like it makes no sense my dps,dmg taken and healing is always far superior than my opponents and its sad at this point it feels like I'm playing with ai bots I was in ranked I'm vet 3 and I racked up 150 points 36 kills almost 200k dps and my other dps same level had 1 kill and 15 points and his dmg was still single dps so can someone tell me how does matchmaking work

What if,instead of SquirrelFlight and AshFur going through the whole fire scene love triangle thing...it was between ThrushPelt,OakHeart,and ThrushPelt? I'm thinking of something like this:
So,OakHeart joins Thunderclan,and although BlueFur isn't on board with him leaving behind his clan,She's happy she won't be alone and she'll be able to raise her kits in peace. ThrushPelt starts to become distant and depressed after he gets rejected and all hope that he'll ever get with BlueFur becomes lost. He starts to see the kits grow up and becomes envious and jealous of the perfect life they all have. SunStar appointed Thrushpelt to be MossPaw's mentor,much to his disgust. At one point,he eventually lashes out on MossPaw because she let a piece of prey slip out from her paws,and he pounced on her and hissed. Back at the medicine den where both cats are getting treated for their injuries,ThrushPelt is fed up and tries to think of a way to ruin their lives...and the timing couldn't be any more perfect. Lightning struck a tree and started a forest fire a few moons later. StoneFur,MistyFoot,and MossFur were following BlueFur out of the fire until they were confronted by ThrushPelt. ThrushPelt threatened to expose the truth to everyone if BlueFur didn't agree to love him...unbeknownst to him,she was a strong and fearless she-cat,wanting to protect what she loved most. Determination fueled her;she wasn't going to lose these kits like she lost her mother and sister. She pounced on ThrushPelt and yelled for her kits to find OakHeart. MistyFoot and StoneFur ran up the hill and ran to find their father...but MossFur collapsed at their paws,soon dying from smoke inhalation. BlueFur upon seeing her sweet daughter die was fueled with grief,anger and self-blame. She slashed at ThrushPelt's throat before running out of the flames and leaving ThrushPelt to fend for himself while protecting her other kits. Once the fire died down,BlueFur went to her daughter and former-friend's burned corpses... She stayed there for so long,grieving and crying,blaming herself no matter how much OakHeart tried to console her. But he was grieving himself,and he felt powerless. All he could do was be there for her. Eventually,BlueFur told her kits the truth,and at first,they were shocked that they were half-clan,but they understood the events that led to now and forgave their parents.
I really like this AU,and to be honest,I came up with all this on the spot lol. What do you guys think?

Hello reddit! Did my title catch your attention? Cute right? I’m somewhat of a funny guy. Punny and attractive? What a score right? Ok, so I mean I’ve lurked for a while and sent some messages out but now instead of me sliding into y’all’s dms, you’ve got the chance to slide into mine!
Now a little bit about me? I’m a guy who’s far from got his life together! I’m definitely laid back, I have a general “go with the flow” attitude 80% of the time. I don’t sweat the small stuff, and hope you don’t either. I enjoy the finer things in life, like reading, writing and art! I’ve got an artsy side to me and can definitely show it off if you’re interested! Like most guys my age im definitely into video games and comics! Xbox and pc are my main platforms and I’ll fight over the dc vs marvel argument all day long. (DC is better)
I work full time in a bar, and I enjoy it but mostly im looking for a career change here soon. I’ve got a few ideas on what that’ll be but I’m oh so indecisive about that. Im also fairly active. I love playing soccer and hiking around on trails and in state parks when the weathers nice! Im definitely a mountains guy to a beach guy, winter is by far my favorite season. Can’t beat a nice cozy night snowed in with a warm fire. My dream one day would be to own a little homestead, with some animals and a nice little slice of paradise where the woes of the world won’t find us, sounds nice right? Im fit and I work out, so that’s something we can do together if you’re interested! My mom tells me I’m handsome so that’s a plus right?
Ideally what I’m looking for? Friends first and foremost. If we vibe, I’d love to move off reddit to somewhere that I get consistent notifications. Let’s be long term chat partners. If the connection is there and we both agree, maybe we move forward from there? Let’s build a life together? How fun is that? I don’t really have any real dealbreakers. Location, age, body type, race, etc. As long as we get along and there’s a mutual attraction, I’m coolio. Height is definitely something I find attractive in a woman. I’m 5’8 so like, if you’re taller I’ll swooon. I’m also generally attracted to people much older but neither are dealbreakers by any means.
So if you read this far and like me even ever so slightly shoot me a chat or DM, I’m waiting to hear from yoooou! :)

🦊💕Greetings to my future Daddy! I'm Foxy, your adorable 31-year-old transgirl Little, still embracing the childhood charm of pacifier use and thoroughly enchanted by the magic of littlespace and the ABDL/DDLG lifestyle! Nestled in the USA, I'm seeking my unique Daddy CG, ideally within a 1-15 year age difference. Are you a wizard in the world of IT/Cybersecurity and a gaming enthusiast like me? If so, we could be the perfect pairing in the digital realm! 🌟👨‍👧
I'm a tech-tales enthusiast, looking forward to my future Daddy's thrilling narratives about his exploits in the IT/Cybersecurity world! 🖥️✨ The universe of technology, gadgets, and cybersecurity is an adventure I can't wait to embark on. Who better to navigate me on this journey than my wise and nurturing Daddy? Together, we could be a dream team in the tech cosmos! 🌈💻
Your good little girl, I always remember my greens 🥦, and my heart fills with joy when I play with my stuffies! 🧸 I'm seeking a kind-hearted Daddy, ready for building trust and possibly joining me for some warm and cozy chats on Discord! 💌 I'm an exuberant babygirl, often found hosting tea parties with my stuffies and eager to read you a bedtime story over the mic while I innocently suck on my pacifier!
Your Little Foxy adores diapers, pacifiers, and heartwarming cartoons! 🍼📺 I'm zealous about toy playtimes and cuddling with my fluffy friends! 💕 How about planning an online gaming night or a movie marathon? I'm adept at Minecraft, WoW, and Stardew Valley! 🎮 And in WoW, I'm flexible – ready to champion for both Horde or Alliance - you choose! 💖
The bond between a Daddy and his Little is a special kind of magic, isn't it? 🌟 I long for a Daddy to guide me in my curious wanderings and learning adventures. Intimacy isn't an immediate necessity, but I'm open to it as our connection deepens. Let's evolve into best friends, or even more! Let's explore and have fun together, Daddy! 🌈💕
Picture us, snuggled in comfy PJs, surrounded by twinkling fairy lights, enthusiastically cracking a hackthebox challenge! 🌟 My giggles fill the room as I initiate the scans with nmap, my pacifier resting gently in my mouth as my fingers dance across the keyboard. You watch with a proud smile, admiring how much I've blossomed under your guidance. 🌈💻
Our journey through the digital world tightens our bond with each challenge conquered. Victories celebrated with cuddles, high fives, and perhaps a cozy movie night wrapped in a soft blanket, cherishing the unique bond we share. 🌟👨‍👧
But I'm not all about fun and games! Currently, I'm diligently working towards my Security+ certification, and your guidance would be invaluable! 📚 If you're adept with the tools of Kali, you're the IT/Cybersecurity Daddy I've been daydreaming of! 😍 I hope you found my note enjoyable, Daddy!
🌟✨ Special Cybersecurity Challenge - Crafted just for you, Daddy! ✨🌟
For the Daddies who love a good challenge, I've designed a special CTF-like game! If you'd like to catch a glimpse of some cute pictures of me 🙈📸, visit my profile for more information about the VM! 🌟💕✨
To conclude, I deeply value honesty, respect, and a great sense of humor. Laughter is my life's melody - so if you're a joker, I'm ready to giggle! I'm in search of a Daddy who's patient, understanding, and supportive - someone who cherishes my playful side but also knows when to flip the serious switch.
I'm thrilled to start my quest to find my perfect Daddy! If you've reached this far and feel a spark, why not drop me a message? Share your favorite video game or a funny story from your life. Let's commence our journey as friends and see where it takes us! 💕
Thank you for reading my ad, Daddy. I'm eagerly awaiting the day when I can feel the safety of your comforting embrace while I softly suck on my pacifier! 🦊🌟
P.S. Please be single and have no kids.

‘Living’ history (nwaonline.com)
"Dinosaur Explorer" stars animatronic models for 18 of the more than 1,500 reptilian species that dominated the Earth for 175 million years. Hands-on learning and fun are woven into the traveling exhibit.
A few of the species in the visiting "Dinosaur Explorer" have familiar names -- thanks mainly to "Jurassic Park," Pokemon and other pop-culture phenomena. They include Tyrannosaurus rex, Triceratops, Velociraptor and Stegosaurus. (A massive live-action Triceratops with its three protruding horns stands outdoors to greet and perhaps startle arriving visitors.)
But the other species designed by Atlanta-based Imagine Exhibitions will be strange to most visitors. Some will be a challenge to pronounce: Tenontosaurus, Nanuqsaurus, Pachyrhinosaurus, Ornithominus, Troodon, Hadrosaur, Dilophosaurus, Heterodontosaurus, Regaliceratops, Ankylosaurus, Parasaurolophus, Oviraptor, Malasaura, Oryctodromeus.
The exhibit, as described by the center, "examines human physiology through the lens of these magnificent creatures. Although they lived millions of years before us, dinosaurs adapted not only to survive but to thrive on planet Earth."
This is the Clinton Presidential Center's second dinosaur show, following "Dinosaurs Around the World" in summer 2015. Eight years later, visitors can expect more realistic movements by the models, given the rapid advances in animation technology. The action is mainly guesswork, given the paucity of information on how dinosaurs moved -- or what colors they were.

I’m a 25M. I don’t make much money and I’m kind of in a bit of a dry spell when it comes to dating. I haven’t been able to keep a long term relationship for years and I’m worried that I’m a low value guy. Then I started to wonder what makes someone a high value guy. How do you objectively look at yourself and know if you’re a catch or not?
Like, on one hand, I’m a very average looking guy. Not super tall but not terribly short. I can grow a nice beard. Not super confident. Make about 25k a year. Outside of writing, I don’t have any hobbies.
On the other hand, I do have a BFA, I work in the medical field. I’m a good writer. I read a lot. I genuinely think I’m a good partner with the right person. I’m a good friend. I have a lot of empathy and I’m good at conflict resolution. I’m outgoing and can have a lot of fun. I’m good at making sure no one feels left out. I’m pretty good in bed. I’m romantic and overall kind. I consider myself ambitious and I’m very independent.