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What that means (as I’m sure you all know) is that everything hurts all the time. I only recently started experiencing my hands, feet and calves feeling like they’re breaking out of nowhere.
I was in the Army, have done Krav Maga forever and go to the gym. I know I’m not alone in this but the regress from being a very capable human to someone who has to be careful just walking or picking something up is…difficult.
I have an appointment with my main doc on Wednesday. My1st question for him will be how much of my new Lupus diagnosis cancels out the others. Literally everything I’ve gone through seems to be a symptom of Lupus.
The irony here is that last week I made a joke to my sis that I wish it was easier to put all of my issues on the paperwork for new doctors and it seems like the universe answered with an easy-to-write one word, lol: LUPUS.
Honestly I hate medication so my worst fear is some of the meds you all talk about going on. I tend to feel every side effect ever with things so I try really hard to use natural measures to fix thing, like with diet changes and exercise. I guess that’s kind of silly because I already spend most of my time sick and in pain so I mean really, why would I be so scared of some side effects, right?
Anyway, it’s nice to be in this digital age, able to connect with other people’s stories with just a flick of the finger. I appreciate this group and look forward to getting a better understanding of this body that hates itself so much.
Foster hammie pic for levity and aww’s. :)

Was loving the album on release. Really felt the lyrics and sound were very well done. One of their best even.
That was until I saw that The Rev did not write any of these songs.
They really lost their creativity and pizazz with The Rev.
They really should throw in the towel cause they don’t know how to write music without him.

Hello reddit, this is a slight repost FYI. Gonna get just a liiiittle more mileage out of this post. My title isn’t so punny this time, a bit tired but I’ll be up. Ok, so I mean I’ve lurked for a while and sent some messages out but now instead of me sliding into y’all’s dms, you’ve got the chance to slide into mine!
Now a little bit about me? I’m a guy who’s far from got his life together! I’m definitely laid back, I have a general “go with the flow” attitude 80% of the time. I don’t sweat the small stuff, and hope you don’t either. I enjoy the finer things in life, like reading, writing and art! I’ve got an artsy side to me and can definitely show it off if you’re interested! Like most guys my age im definitely into video games and comics! Xbox and pc are my main platforms and I’ll fight over the dc vs marvel argument all day long. (DC is better)
I work full time in a bar, and I enjoy it but mostly im looking for a career change here soon. I’ve got a few ideas on what that’ll be but I’m oh so indecisive about that. Im also fairly active. I love playing soccer and hiking around on trails and in state parks when the weathers nice! Im definitely a mountains guy to a beach guy, winter is by far my favorite season. Can’t beat a nice cozy night snowed in with a warm fire. My dream one day would be to own a little homestead, with some animals and a nice little slice of paradise where the woes of the world won’t find us, sounds nice right? Im fit and I work out, so that’s something we can do together if you’re interested! My mom tells me I’m handsome so that’s a plus right?
Ideally what I’m looking for? Friends first and foremost. If we vibe, I’d love to move off reddit to somewhere that I get consistent notifications. Let’s be long term chat partners. If the connection is there and we both agree, maybe we move forward from there? Let’s build a life together? How fun is that? I don’t really have any real dealbreakers. Location, age, body type, race, etc. As long as we get along and there’s a mutual attraction, I’m coolio. Height is definitely something I find attractive in a woman. I’m 5’8 so like, if you’re taller I’ll swooon. I’m also generally attracted to people much older but neither are dealbreakers by any means.
So if you read this far and like me even ever so slightly shoot me a chat or DM, I’m waiting to hear from yoooou! :)

This is somehow a life story of mine, but written as how other ballers would have it. None the less, them ballers couldn't read beyond this point. News Break. This is for music - Congratulations to anyone able to establish a sentence at family dinner at this point. I once wrote a story to some mail. The passage of lines is somehow imprinted on my body. However if I explain myself they will know what mail it was - and ya damn right im gonna reject each one.
In spite of that !! This is Reddit, and, so for me and all my Redditors mind im gonna write this in the english wording i know. I am not gonna be looking back at spelling mistakes for whatever. As im fair new to music. I know only a danish few musicians who have been able to elevate their level of music to the world scene. Where as I might be unaware of the smaller musicians from Denmark making it all the way, im fairly familiar Lukas Graham, Outlandish, Aqua, Martin Jensen and so on. As a Scandinavian Avicii will forever be in our hearts - this is how we fell about him - even danes. Alright, Avicii, brought my attention to a specific genre of music. Which I have ever since known as EDM. However, as tunes and music are evolving, so should the festivals. Having no knowledge about Swedish or Norwegian festivals, I did not keep my hopes keeping going upwards. I did fall in love with music, and EDM was more and more special to me, however I have some questions to the EDM(or) maybe not? As I have never been able to identify whats edm(?) and whats just popular remix's of good songs?
I would highlight my qustion: Whats edm(?) and whats just popular remix's of good songs?

It's weird how people bump into one another in places you wouldn't expect, right? Like you probably didn't expect to see that title when scrolling late at night, but here we are. And now we're having a conversation.
Well, not really, but we could be!
I'll be honest, this isn't the first post I've ever made here. It's probably not yours either. And that's totally okay. Sometimes things don't work out, or people don't see your post because you always decide the optimal time would be to post it at 10pm on a Sunday night. You know, there's all sorts of reasons we may find ourselves coming back here. But that's okay too! It's never too late to try again, right?
Hi. My name is Jeff. You probably already guessed that, but maybe not. I don't know, I'm not next to you. I was never good at these things, so, I guess here's a list of things about me. That's what people usually do when they don't know how to communicate their personality, right? So, let's see here:

• I am 27 years old. Very cool, pinnacle of life, right?
• I have a full time job that I enjoy. I won't go into specifics here but it has helped me come out of my shell over the past few years and I am very fortunate for the chances people have taken on me to help me with that. Maybe you will too and message me. Just not for a job, please. I'm happy where I am.
• I am what many would consider a 'gamer', except I just say it normally in my absolutely not an accent Midwesterner accent, and not like some people do mockingly. I enjoy playing games, and do it fairly regularly. I don't really know how else to say it. Mock me if you will if that's not acceptable, I'm still going to do what I enjoy.
• I make atleast one person laugh or smile a day. That's not an average, I'm afraid to say what the average is incase you're funnier than me and my quota isn't comparable. But sometimes people consider me funny. Sometimes.
• I tend to lean left, and am open to LGBT+ ect people. I am not necessarily looking for that romantically, but if you and someone you meet are, that's awesome and I hope the best for you. I don't tend to go into politics and such unless asked but just know if you are someone who tends to lean the other direction and or is vocal about being against those things, we probably won't really get along.
• I try to be creative, including writing stories, creating DnD campaign settings and running them, and just generally am usually thinking about something I could write or create. It's a fun hobby for me I've been doing to some extend dating back to my high school years, but has certainly ramped up and become more mature in recent years.
  • Before someone makes a joke of it, I'll beat you to it. No, I can't be a nerd because I'm not traditionally great at math, even with math rocks that go click clack. But, I like to make cool worlds, so there's that.

What am I looking for in a fellow person?

• Preferably within my 'age range', so we'll say 24-30? If you're older or younger I'm sure you're a great person, just not what I'm looking for.
• Someone who is open minded and patient. Sometimes I may not understand something and need clarification, or may just do something stupid unintentionally. I'm sorry, I'm aware and can be advised of such without unnecessary insults. However, if I forgot to pick up our sitcom kid from school for an entire day in the rain, perhaps it's warranted.
  
• Someone with a sense of humor, or who can deal with my sometimes dull sense of humor. If you've made it this far, you are probably doing a great job at this and somehow found this entertaining.
  
• Ideally, someone who can share in my hobbies and passions, and compliment them. If you're also a creative person, or enjoy similar hobbies, that could be a great way to bond and see how we mesh just as people.
  
• I am looking for anyone specifically within the US. While I'm not expecting to find someone down the street from this post, more local (within a few states) is certainly a plus, but by no means a deal-breaker. I am generally happy where I am, I'm not expecting to move anywhere at this point, but who knows what can change.
  

I'm sure there is plenty more that we could talk about, but I am traditionally yelled at on the rare interactions these posts bring that I am not clear enough and have too long of posts. So, I tried to make this one a bit more fun, even if you aren't interested in me. If nothing else if even a little bit of what you read made you laugh or go, "Wow, look at this guy. What a post." in a slightly mocking way (without needing to explicitly tell me), then I'll consider my job done.
On the off chance you want to see what I'm like in a normal, non-mocking conversation, by all means feel free to reach out and we'll go from there. That's about it, I'm sure I've gone on too long in some cases, but hopefully you enjoyed the title atleast nonetheless. For all those out there looking for something fulfilling in their life, I wish you all the best.

For legal purposes I will take out some sensitive info.
My friend got caught vaping in the plane bathroom and triggered the silent alarm, which just basically alerts the crew and pilots, not the whole plane.
When my friend went in, within 5 seconds he unzipped started urinating and reached in his pocket to grab his vape so he can try to sleep for the rest of the ride.. The smoke detector, which looks like a vent lol, beeped quietly 3 times. He really thinks it could have been the prior person, as he smelled the odor before even entering the bathroom + the silent alarm went off literally within 3 seconds of him peeing. He said his urine barely hit the water before the guy came barging in (by the way is that even legal? No idea how he opened a locked door)
Literally, and I mean literally, within 3 seconds the door started violently shaking and a male flight attendant (seemed a more senior level, he was wearing a suit type outfit) is furious and yelling all this scary legal jargon. Meanwhile, friend is in panic and shock, first at the fact he's still peeing, and the fact that he has a vape in his pocket. The attendant says to show him what he has, a vape battery or something with actual fire/lighter...and my friend stupidly in panic showed him it that he just had a vape in his pocket, and it wasn't a lighter or anything with fire.
Friend comes out, and attendant basically just scares the shit out of him and demands seat number. He give it to him right away and he says to go get seated and he'll be right there.
He comes back 10 min later with a small yellow slip of paper that says "notice to cease objectionable and illegal behavior" After reading it thoroughly, he was relieved because this notice officially confirmed its just a warning. The last sentence states "failure to cease such behavior may result in removal from this aircraft ...blabla...and/or civil penalties, imprisonment, or ban from future travel". Reading this, he just had enough and didn't want to deal with it anymore, and wanted to take the warning seriously and move on and not be stupid again in the future, so he threw away his vape cartridges. (this is important for later)
Friend's anxiety and paranoia is at peak level at this point, so he throws away the vape cartridges into a beer can he ordered earlier in-flight. so he can breathe and get to his work trip with a clear mind.
The same attendant came to pick up trash and make sure to come to my friends seat. When he was collecting trash, the beer can made a rattle noise as it was going into the trash bag.
Fast-forward... Deboarding the plane...the worst is waiting. 1 officer, 1 rep from the airline, the captain, the attendant, and another person. Guess what, they pulled out a Ziploc baggy with the 2 cartridges in it... Then they stated that my friend "handed" the cartridges to the attendant.
This is not true, the only way the attendant had these cartridges was by digging thru the trash in the back.
A part of me thought, maybe they will say hey, these cartridges definitely belong to you because they were in that beer can, and only you ordered that beer that flight. But is this proof that it was actually being vaped? Throwing away vape cartridges isn't admittance of actually vaping is it?
After about 20 minutes, my friend stuck to his guns and did not admit it was him and states he did not hand the attendant the cartridges. In fact, he asked "did you find that in that trash?" (He did). And also asked "did you open a locked bathroom door?" (He did). To which the attendant replied "I don't need to respond to a some kid who sucks on vapes all the time" (friend is epileptic and has high anxiety disorder, requires CBD and anticonvulsant meds so prevent seizures. He was just dumb bc he used the vape and not like an edible or tincture/oil)
The officer was extremely nice, and said likely nothing will happen. The attendant said "they are going to press charges" but I don't know if he was serious, bc he also told me I am going to be fined $25,000...anyone could tell his main objective was solely to scare the living shit out of my friend for no reason...a blind person could see that.
The only information they took from was a picture of his driver's license and said we can go.
He went to bathroom to unleash panic attack, debrief, And throw up ...
Then, walking to ground transport, we saw the same officer walking around.
Friend had a change of heart He went over and said thank you for being kind and apologized for wasting time. He asked if he can rest easy, and officer said they won't be pursuing anything, but definitely could if they wanted.
It doesn't make sense to me that a massive company like this would go out of its way to ruin a young stupid kids life...I think you scared the living shit out of him enough already.
Anyone know if my friend will be ok? Anyone been in a similar situation? Anyone know if my friend will receive a subpoena or legal letter in the mail a few weeks from now (that's what he's most stressed about rn). He has 0 dui, felonies, misdemeanors, or even a traffic ticket lol. Works hard too.
Tldr; Friend caught vaping on plane bathroom. Denied it and said it could have been any previous persons, (there was indeed a decent line for either of the 2 lavatories). Threw away 2 vape cartridges when they were collecting trash, (later we found this was pointless, as possession of the cartridges was not the problem, it was the act of vaping them). they dug it out the cartridges out of trash and claimed we handed it to them. Police officer said we'd be fine, but airline rep only spit out threats.
Who can we believe and what can we expect?
Already feel like shit and friend def won't be vaping on planes anymore. Id appreciate sharings of any similar experience or some words of advice.
Tbh think friend will be fine and just still in panic mode but who knows.
P.s. we really don't mind about a no fly ban with the airline, or like a small fine....but that male attendant and also the airline rep were talking crazy. Mentioned like "pressing charges", "federal crime", "jail time", "prosecution" and "writing reports and subpoenas" "$25k fine"...when he know full well my friend already learned the lesson jeez. What were mainly concerned about is any sort of permanent/ criminal legal repercussions, and how likely is that?

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Hi everyone,
Thanks for taking the time to read this post. It's kind of painful for me to write this, and if you're struggling with depression, maybe it's not the best post for you to read since it might be triggering.
At the moment I'm finding it difficult to attend church and other church-related gatherings. Nothing wrong with my church- If anything, it's fantastic, biblical, Christ-centered. Very humble people, quick to repent.
But I guess now that I'm in a depressed rut, old struggles just take a whole lot more effort to get through.
I'm surprised by how bothered I am by the occasional macho/indecent joke or comment said by someone immature. It never happens when the most mature members are present, so the theologically sound pushback/correction rarely happens in these moments. The teens can get a laugh out of it, and I just watch in silence.
I'd like to be the one to say something, but I don't because I just get too flustered due to having been bullied and ostracized for my effeminate traits in middle school, so I try hard just to not look effeminate or shaken.
Last week, I was in the middle of a gathering and we were taking prayer requests. Everyone seemed to have such big plans and hopes for their lives with their big budgets. I forced myself to laugh at the jokes and appear carefree to not break the celebration and praise reports, but it was really hard.
I'm sometimes the first person, regardless of setting, to notice something is off, church or not. I often end up protecting people and kids out of reflex. (Children just before an animal claws out their face, adults just before they say something they cant take back).
I'm just kind of stressed out by having to be one to be vigilant and be the "maid" who cleans up after everyone's mess (to quote Mr. Incredibles). Of course I have my blind spots too. And I need others too. But life seems like a series of pains right now. I know that part of the Christian life is to have a limp, like Jacob did. But am I just always going to be this discontent?
Im calling in on hotlines day by day just to get through each day. Multiple times a day. I'm so tired of this limping and forced smiling.
Every time I see someone's faces, I think of the hurtful thing they said, the aggravating expression they made. And the things they should've said but didn't. It's torture to talk myself out of doing this and repent again and again. Knowing that I'll see them again next time and have to repeat the whole ordeal.
I'm tired of all the peoplepleasing, pouring hearts to one another without any particular resolutions, noticing people's everyday sins here and there and having to overlook them (both from me and others).
If you have any word of advice, it would be really appreciated. Thanks.

I'm on my phone and english is not my first language, etc, etc.
I'll try to keep this as short as possible. I have a sister who's older by a couple of years. we're both in our mid 20's. She's 27 and I'm 23. She's been the other woman for like 3 years officially, but they've been messing around for like 4 or 5 years. At first, my mom was so angry with her, and showed it. Me too, because there was nothing anyone could say to make my sister change her mind, and this dude and his wife even had like 3 little kids at the time. For the first year or so, we (me and my mom) didn't know for sure, but we suspected something was going on.
Then, one day my mom went to pick her up at work and she saw them kissing. She confronted them and he told my mom she was crazy and my sister left with him. My mom told my dad and they were both angry at her. My parents fought a lot about it, too, because they didn't reach an agreement on what to do. My dad wanted to cut off her phone plan (like, he didn't want to pay for it anymore if she was gonna use it on this dude) and my mom wanted to give it time and let my sister cut things off. Things went on like this for a while, until a couple of months later they "broke up". Now I know they never did, but my sister pretended to so my dad would keep on paying for her phone bill. My mom was none the wiser, until she realized after they were back together. This time, though, my mom didn't want to tell my dad and never did.
Now, my sister and this dude have been together for like 3 years since then, but it's a toxic relationship, as expected. He doesn't want to cut contact with the kids (obviously) nor his wife/ex wife (they haven't divorced yet), and my sister talks shit about the ex (current?) wife being crazy and stuff. I'm sure my sister thinks one day this dude will leave his kids for her, and as much as I hate the dude's guts, I gotta give it to him: At least he's (somewhat) there for his kids.
The thing is, my sister's mood is so volatile, and her world revolves around him. She cuts off every friend that doesn't agree with her or says something about the boyfriend. She works where he works and doesn't want to look for another job, (even though her position doesn't require a degree) and as of two years ago, she got her professional degree. If she fights with him (which is at least once a week) then all hell becomes loose. I still live with my parents because i'm at college rn and where I live you don't really leave your parents house until you got a stable job. She lives here too, because ??? she's stuck I guess. Plus, my dad isn't here a lot, his job requires for him to travel a lot for short periods of time so I see him like two hours at night and some weekends.
We have to be so careful aroung her and walk on eggshells in case she had a spat with her boyfriend. She treats us badly. She'll scream at me or my mom. She usually ignores my dad. Lately I feel like I've been her punchbag all these years, because at least she's got some amount of respect for my mom.
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It’s writing every day. It’s placing your harmful thoughts down onto paper, or into digital ink. I think of how much lighter you must feel after you release that energy into writing. And how much freer you find yourself unburdened by harmful thoughts.
But I find myself feeling sad that you feel you must write. For you are so lovely and so beautiful and sweet that you having to even lift even a finger to exorcise feelings of self doubt or self hatred is an act against humanity. I wonder how long you feel like you must write. If your hand becomes tired each day and that you, instead of feeling ready to rest, you feel that exhaustion that only comes when struggling with depression dragging you to sleep.
I can only hope that the urge to write becomes less and fades into nothingness, that you feel you can write about your science and life and approach sleep not as a sweet release but as preparation and rejuvenation. And yet I know that you write.
Do you write the same things every day?