Ok so firstly let me tell you I've never been in a relationship in my life before and I don't understand these Social cues much, so even if a girl gave me a hint I never realised them. But I've been understanding them better now than before.
So there was this girl in my graduation batch who recently slid into my DMs by reacting to a football related story on my IG of which I'm sure she has no interest. This was in January.
I thought she wanted to have a conversation so we started talking when I wished her happy birthday in March and then she wished me back for my birthday in the same month. And then we started talking on snapchat when again she initiated the conversation and I got to know that we both love cats and initially she showed me a lot of enthusiasm in talking with me and we started sharing cat related vids and memes etc and this was going on for 2 months(April and May). This is where I think I messed up by telling her I liked her a little too quickly(in April). Despite all signs telling me otherwise she told me she didn't expect this at all. Somehow we still continued talking. I even made a playlist for her (if it matters). One day(1st of June) I indirectly asked for her number and this is where I think things went to shit.
She told me that she sees me only as a friend and if I am hoping something beyond this then it won't be possible. I told her that I understand and said sorry for pushing her about it. And now she still talks to me but with late replies and somewhat distancing me (or breadcrumbing me?). And for me, this was not the kind of girl wasting a chance with :(
A little about the girl's and her past cos this might also be somewhat imp for context. She lives far away from my current location. She's had 2 relationships until now and both were long like 4-5 years long. And her 2nd ex mentally tortured her for breaking up with him by threatening her about their pvt pics and stuff and she hasn't had a relationship after that. I know this cos she opened up about this.
Now I've typed all that happened so far in so much of head rush that I think the timeline is a bit messed up but you'll be able to get the gist of it. I hope.
Do share your opinion. Brutal honesty appreciated.
Tl:DR; 23M with low social IQ and no idea of how relationships work confessed to a girl (24F) with a horrendous dating past, too quickly and now she is distancing him or is over him.

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KNIVES

★ Butterfly Knife Freehand FN #1, B/O: $2500

★ Butterfly Knife Ultraviolet FT, B/O: $822

★ Butterfly Knife Scorched FT, B/O: $616

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★ Bayonet Tiger Tooth MW #1, B/O: $1300

★ Bayonet Autotronic FN, B/O: $1050

★ Bayonet Tiger Tooth MW, B/O: $629

★ Bayonet Bright Water FT, B/O: $326

★ Bayonet Safari Mesh BS, B/O: $233

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★ Karambit Lore FT, B/O: $1110

★ Karambit Damascus Steel FT, B/O: $840

★ Karambit Freehand MW, B/O: $784

★ Karambit Bright Water MW, B/O: $759

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★ M9 Bayonet Fade FN, B/O: $1801

★ M9 Bayonet Fade FN, B/O: $1801

★ M9 Bayonet Damascus Steel FN, B/O: $751

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★ Nomad Knife Fade FN, B/O: $1156

★ Nomad Knife Slaughter MW, B/O: $544

★ Nomad Knife Blue Steel WW, B/O: $318

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★ Flip Knife Marble Fade FN, B/O: $646

★ Flip Knife Doppler (Phase 4) FN, B/O: $574

★ Flip Knife Gamma Doppler (Phase 1) MW, B/O: $552

★ Flip Knife Case Hardened FT, B/O: $257

★ Flip Knife Freehand FT, B/O: $255

★ StatTrak™ Flip Knife Bright Water FN, B/O: $287

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★ Huntsman Knife Lore FN, B/O: $461

★ Huntsman Knife Gamma Doppler (Phase 4) FN, B/O: $436

★ Huntsman Knife Doppler (Phase 3) FN, B/O: $353

★ Huntsman Knife Autotronic FT, B/O: $212

★ Huntsman Knife Bright Water FT, B/O: $129

★ Huntsman Knife Forest DDPAT MW, B/O: $129

★ Huntsman Knife Forest DDPAT BS, B/O: $123

★ StatTrak™ Huntsman Knife Rust Coat BS, B/O: $127

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★ Bowie Knife Gamma Doppler (Phase 2) FN, B/O: $375

★ Bowie Knife Gamma Doppler (Phase 1) FN, B/O: $363

★ Bowie Knife Tiger Tooth FN, B/O: $269

★ Bowie Knife Crimson Web WW, B/O: $192

★ Bowie Knife Bright Water FN, B/O: $159

★ Bowie Knife Ultraviolet FT, B/O: $126

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★ Stiletto Knife Slaughter FN, B/O: $616

★ Stiletto Knife Crimson Web FT, B/O: $412

★ StatTrak™ Stiletto Knife Night Stripe FT, B/O: $227

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★ Falchion Knife Lore FT, B/O: $214

★ Falchion Knife Autotronic FT, B/O: $192

★ Falchion Knife Scorched WW, B/O: $105

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★ Survival Knife Crimson Web BS, B/O: $216

★ Survival Knife Case Hardened FT, B/O: $198

★ Survival Knife Scorched FT, B/O: $111

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★ Shadow Daggers Fade FN, B/O: $368

★ Shadow Daggers Doppler (Phase 3) FN, B/O: $228

★ Shadow Daggers, B/O: $201

★ Shadow Daggers Damascus Steel FT, B/O: $108

★ Shadow Daggers Ultraviolet FT, B/O: $105

★ Shadow Daggers Black Laminate FT, B/O: $99

★ Shadow Daggers Forest DDPAT FT, B/O: $85

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★ Gut Knife Doppler (Sapphire) MW #1, B/O: $1700

★ Gut Knife Gamma Doppler (Phase 1) FN, B/O: $223

★ Gut Knife Marble Fade FN, B/O: $203

★ Gut Knife Doppler (Phase 2) FN, B/O: $191

★ Gut Knife Case Hardened BS, B/O: $127

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★ Navaja Knife Doppler (Phase 4) FN, B/O: $199

★ Navaja Knife Doppler (Phase 4) FN, B/O: $199

★ Navaja Knife, B/O: $138

★ Navaja Knife Damascus Steel FN, B/O: $111

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★ Classic Knife Urban Masked FT, B/O: $146

★ StatTrak™ Classic Knife Stained BS, B/O: $168

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★ Ursus Knife Doppler (Phase 3) FN, B/O: $476

★ Ursus Knife, B/O: $375

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★ Skeleton Knife, B/O: $1137

★ Talon Knife, B/O: $608

★ Paracord Knife, B/O: $305

★ Survival Knife Forest DDPAT FT, B/O: $97

GLOVES

★ Moto Gloves Transport MW, B/O: $204

★ Moto Gloves Polygon BS, B/O: $142

★ Moto Gloves Blood Pressure BS, B/O: $84

★ Moto Gloves Blood Pressure BS, B/O: $84

★ Moto Gloves 3rd Commando Company BS, B/O: $63

★ Moto Gloves 3rd Commando Company BS, B/O: $63

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★ Specialist Gloves Crimson Kimono WW, B/O: $1215

★ Specialist Gloves Tiger Strike FT, B/O: $672

★ Specialist Gloves Lt. Commander FT, B/O: $305

★ Specialist Gloves Lt. Commander BS, B/O: $140

★ Specialist Gloves Crimson Web BS, B/O: $137

★ Specialist Gloves Buckshot FT, B/O: $75

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★ Driver Gloves Crimson Weave FT, B/O: $359

★ Driver Gloves Imperial Plaid BS, B/O: $229

★ Driver Gloves Overtake BS, B/O: $77

★ Driver Gloves Racing Green FT, B/O: $48

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★ Sport Gloves Omega FT, B/O: $739

★ Sport Gloves Amphibious BS #2, B/O: $733

★ Sport Gloves Arid BS, B/O: $292

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★ Hand Wraps Giraffe MW, B/O: $212

★ Hand Wraps Leather FT, B/O: $160

★ Hand Wraps Desert Shamagh MW, B/O: $101

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★ Broken Fang Gloves Yellow-banded MW, B/O: $185

★ Broken Fang Gloves Needle Point FT, B/O: $67

★ Broken Fang Gloves Needle Point WW, B/O: $59

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★ Hydra Gloves Case Hardened BS, B/O: $65

★ Hydra Gloves Emerald FT, B/O: $65

★ Hydra Gloves Emerald BS, B/O: $62

WEAPONS

AK-47 Case Hardened BS, B/O: $130

AK-47 Bloodsport MW, B/O: $79

AK-47 Fuel Injector BS, B/O: $76

AK-47 Fuel Injector BS, B/O: $76

AK-47 Bloodsport FT, B/O: $70

AK-47 Neon Rider MW, B/O: $60

StatTrak™ AK-47 Aquamarine Revenge FT, B/O: $72

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AWP Fade FN, B/O: $1039

AWP Asiimov FT, B/O: $139

AWP Asiimov FT, B/O: $139

AWP Wildfire MW, B/O: $95

AWP BOOM MW, B/O: $93

AWP BOOM MW, B/O: $93

AWP Duality FN, B/O: $81

AWP Asiimov BS, B/O: $79

AWP Asiimov BS, B/O: $79

AWP Chromatic Aberration FN, B/O: $60

StatTrak™ AWP Hyper Beast FT, B/O: $68

StatTrak™ AWP Hyper Beast FT, B/O: $68

StatTrak™ AWP Electric Hive FT, B/O: $55

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Desert Eagle Blaze FN, B/O: $623

Desert Eagle Emerald Jörmungandr FN, B/O: $241

Desert Eagle Cobalt Disruption FN, B/O: $81

Desert Eagle Cobalt Disruption FN, B/O: $81

Desert Eagle Cobalt Disruption FN, B/O: $81

Desert Eagle Printstream FT, B/O: $54

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M4A1-S Blue Phosphor FN, B/O: $434

StatTrak™ M4A1-S Bright Water MW, B/O: $55

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M4A4 Poseidon FN, B/O: $1465

M4A4 Asiimov BS, B/O: $55

M4A4 Hellfire MW, B/O: $50

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USP-S Kill Confirmed MW, B/O: $72

USP-S Printstream FT, B/O: $69

StatTrak™ USP-S Kill Confirmed FT, B/O: $139

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AUG Flame Jörmungandr FN, B/O: $234

P90 Run and Hide FT, B/O: $147

Five-SeveN Candy Apple FN, B/O: $61

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I'm having my finals and I did the first part and I got the results and I found out that they were really great and that I will get into a University, because I can't screw up the vocal parts that much. I can also get into a college with that and get away, but I still feel really bad.
I'm supposed to be happy or something, but I feel so down for some reason. I'm just looking at how others are happy and I just remember how bad my childhood was/is and it makes me feel so bad like I just want to cry. I feel like I can never connect to others and I will be always alone and it will be the same in college and it will be unbearable.
I've been told many times that university will be my time to shine and I feel bad, because I'm way smarter than average and I can't connect to anyone and that I can't shake off girls in university and have friends etc, but I feel fundamentally broken I can't imagine why anyone would want to be near me.
I don't know what to do about this. Maybe this is the side effect of the antidepressant I started a week ago, but I felt bad even before that too.

Hey everyone,
Looking to buy a secondhand bike to get into the hobby. (Running is becoming a bit boring.) Ideally I would want something that I can use indoors as well in winter, and a bike that I can use for a triathlon perhaps in a year. I'm located in Switzerland.
Is this Fuji D6 a good deal? It's certainly over what I would have wanted to spend for a first secondhand bike, and I also can't find much online about the model, which makes me think it's quite old already. From the pictures, it looks to be in a good condition.
The bike ad - CHF 990 (about 1,100 USD)
Help is much appreciated!!!

I'm assuming it will be St Charles Square, as they are opening all their shows with it. When do we think they will release it? Hopefully we'll get a couple more singles ahead of the album release.

It’s called the “wonder of Pixar.” Contains like maybe 4 Pixar movies (I haven’t really counted and I’m off the game rn). The ones I remember are Finding Dory, Inside Out, Turning Red, and Elemental.
We just had Pixar when the game first came out, but whatever. I’m sort of annoyed at that, because I want something new, like a Disney princess one. I don’t want another Halloween and holiday one every year, but I think I’m in the minority of my opinion there.
My thing is, those Pixar movies are (subjectively) not the most classic. Yes we got stuff from those ones before, but why release a star path full of stuff from just 4 Pixar movies? There’s a whole bunch!
And the stuff isn’t even that creative. A lot of it is from A MOVIE THAT ISNT EVEN OUT YET. The movie looks great, whatever. I like all these movies. But would I have preferred stuff from the Good Dinosaur and Brave and everything thrown in? Yes. And characters we most likely will never see from franchises in the game (Lotso, etc.)
Don’t even get me started on the amount of Motifs. I know that there is a lot to do with Motifs now, but some Motifs I feel are just there to fill space and are very low effort.
I only bought premium because I knew I could get my moonstones back by playing enough. I feel like once the game opens up to free, and if it doesn’t come with moonstones, people aren’t going to get that premium path as much.
And the Wall E quest? NO WAY.
Even the shop made me annoyed after all that.
Sorry for the little rant. Maybe I’m not alone?

I was reading "Rewriting the song" where Snape learns to fix his hair and get fit. It's unfinished and not slash, but it gave me a craving, and I want more!
Can you recommend any fics where Snape fixes his hair, teeth, etc. and becomes more attractive? Preferably Snarry, but open to other pairings.

I enjoy dominating my partner in bed, and having her say or do things to show she is submissive to me. Ex, I decide everything we do, and while we do it, I’ll have her say different things like “I am your sex slave. My body is your property. Use me any way you want, I exist for your pleasure”. Things like that.
Just wondering if anybody has a similar interest and what ideas people may have on others things to have her do or say.
I’m open to all ideas, however super extreme fetishy stuff prob won’t interest me much… nor will things that require a lot of sex dungeon type equipment, although minor items might be ok.
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(Real story that happened to me 3 years ago)
It was a beautiful day for me, it seemed like something glorious happened to my life when in reality nothing pretty much happened that day until 8:00 pm. I was laying down my bed after eating, nothing was really happening until 9, when I went to the bathroom to take a dump and brushed my teeth. After looking up to the mirror I saw for a split second, my eyes were black, but never thought of it once and went back to my bed. I think around 10:30-11:30 was when I woke up after hearing a faint whistle, which made me really curious, I was not scared nor frightened, just really curious of the whistle. I really wanted to check it out but I felt like i became paralyzed when I tried standing up, my body wont let me even move my head, realizing that I couldn't move I became scared instantly because I don't know what's about to happen to me (for reference, it's like being hit by Shanks' conqueror's haki in one piece). I felt a sharp sting to my rib like someone or something was staring to my body, I slowly started to cry because it felt like it was going to be my final day. Next minute I heard a whistle yet again and I wanted to see what was whisling. I moved my body and then there was nothing, just pitch black and the door of my room slightly opened. After looking to the door, I realized that I could move my body again, then slept through the night crying silently while staring to the corner of my room. I woke up the next day and it was like normal, like nothing ever happened the night before. I can still recall how the whistle sounded and what happened before, because it traumatized me.

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1. Steven Universe (I usually main Connie or Pearl)
2. Elder Scrolls (I've only fully played Skyrim, but I'm getting into ESO and Oblivion now; I only really main OCs)
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5. Maybe Dragon Age (I main any of the main characters from the series)

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Would love some advice on my situation
I lost my dad when i was a teenager. I'm 30 now and all i have is the parent i didnt want to begin with.
I have to start by saving that my mom never wanted kids and she made sure to tell us constantly. Lahat naman ng filipino parents masakit magsalita pero siya tagos na tagos pag magsalita. She would always say she regrets us and how easy it is to just leave us like she left her other kid. When i was 27, she admitted that hindi pala ako ang panganay, may anak siya sa ibang lalake years before na pina-adopt niya. She has since ignored that kid and doesn't even acknowledge her as her child. When she tells me the story, parang feel ko she's proud of the fact that she's emotionless and let that daughter go.
I have never felt loved by her. I was badly spanked, verbally abused and treated harshly by her. She would spank me hard for simple things - konteng ingay lang, super sakit na ng belt. Yung feel ko naghahanap lang siya ng rason para makasakit. She won't attend my sporting events or celebrate my wins. Once, she stole money from my savings kahit walang emergency - trip lang niya. She kicked me out of the house for months. She deprives me of money she has - she shops for the bunso but never for me. I just never feel like she's on my side but for some reason, i still always wanted to make her proud.
I don't know if i love her as much as i fear her. 9 months ago, she just stopped talking to me. One day, we were talking about the luggage i was going to buy her for her birthday tapos the very next day, hindi na niya nireread messages ko, dumaan na yung xmas and new year, wala akong narinig na greeting sa kanya and of course di kami nagkita. Walang away na nangyari, bigla lang siyang hindi makikipagusap. She always does this at least once a year tapos out of nowhere mangangamusta siya tapos back to normal. Since ayaw ko ng gulo, hindi ko binibring up yung ghosting niya. Move on lang. Sa sobrang sanay na ako sa gawain niya, di ko siya napapansin na yearly pala nangyayari. Yung boyfriend ko na yung nagpoint out sakin kase naweweirdohan siya..
And in all these examples i mentioned, I DONT KNOW WHY SHE TREATS ME THE WAY SHE DOES. I dont know why she stole my money, why she stopped talking to me, why she kicked me out etc. Gulat nalang ako na nangyayari yung mga bagay bagay. She never explains her actions and she taught me to fear her enough never to ask such questions kase pag nagtanong ako, "Wala ka bang respecto? Di ko kailangan iexplain sarili ko sayo". I never had a teenage pregnancy, was never on drugs, and I have a good job with a good and stable partner.
As a result, i have severe abandonment and trust issues and of course mommy issues. Feel ko at any time iiwan lang ako ng boyfriend ko na walang explanation. Feel ko my world will just crumble any second now... Feel ko she knows she makes me feel this way but she enjoys it....
Currently, i've decided to go no-contact. She's been ignoring me since Sept 2022 but in March 2023 she messaged me with a photo on Messenger. Di ko binasa and put our chat on Archive. Since then, i haven't spoken to her so she knows what it feels na maghost ng walang rason. It's been the best period of my life. I finally stopped seeking for my mom's love and accepted that i've never had it and i never will.
At the same time, i know hindi to yung solution and while i am happy right now, i know deep in my heart that I need answers in order to heal from the trauma she gives me. Open to advice on how i should handle this relationship moving forward.

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I (32F) and my husband (35M) opened our relationship recently.
Everything is going well except for one hiccup. I was with someone that my partner decided was very very attractive. As a result the next day he told me he wanted to be with a 10, the top tier. I asked what I was and he said I wasn't top tier but it was okay cause he wasn't either.
He apologized profusely when he realized he hurt me, but I can't shake the top tier thing. I'm making lists of the things I can improve about myself visually. I know he was just thinking logistically like, oh we're 7's or 8's or whatever but looks aren't big to me and it hurt to be put on a scale that matters to my husband but not me.
How do I cope with this? It's wrecking my brain and he didn't even mean to.

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My 18 yo son lives with his mom but has expressed interest in moving in with me, my wife, and our 2yo son. He went out for a long walk while we were putting the baby to bed. Several hours later and well after midnight, uncheck in with him. He says he's fine and inoferr to come get him. He tells me he's super tired and reiterates that as he gets in the car. I see this as a tactic to pre-explain why he's a little out of it. His speech seems a little slurred and I think I smell alcohol on him (I just got over COVID and my sense of smell is a bit dim still). I ask him if he drank alcohol or met up with anyone and he says he didn't. He went ahead of me when we got home and passed out with his shirt off, pants on, and door open before I even made it inside. I decided to get close to him and see if I can smell alcohol and think I do. Asked my wife to do the same and she confirmed he 100% smells like booze.
My primary concern here is that he lied, but also I've always been a little concerned about his potential for substance abuse. He's had a lot of disappointment in his life and I admittedly haven't always been there since his mom and I split. He also has started bragging about drinking at some times in recent history and kinda glorifies the whole thing. I've gone through my own stuff with alcohol, never really an addict per se, but definitely had a couple periods in my twenties where I drank to get drunk, sometimes beyond just having fun. The thing is, he doesn't really know anyone in my neighborhood, so it's doubtful he was hanging out and drinking with peers, which means he was just wandering around the neighborhood getting sloppy drunk.
He's eager to get out of his mom's house. They're not abusive or anything, but super religious and they kinda treat him like he's 13. Ive always told him that I would have a place for him if/when he was ever ready to move in with me, but I can't risk the effects it would have on the stability of the household if he comes down and starts lying, stealing our alcohol and getting wasted all the time.
My wife and I spent the entire time he was gone talking about how we could support his transition into the realm world while he stays with us, but now we both have very real concerns. How do I talk to him about this and make sure he understands that I'm not trying to control his life, but just want to make sure we're all having honest dialogue? I'm not even mad about the drinking, more just sad that he feels like he needs to go get wasted alone and hide it from me. Sorry if this is at all incoherent, it's very late and it's a lot to process. TIA

As someone who has been applying to internships, I have been sourcing opportunities from various platforms, and I made a grave mistake to put my resume on a less known website. This was the website where the recruiter got hold of my resume, as well as contact. They then proceeded to contact me on Whatsapp, asking whether I was interested in a certain position. The position was one that I had interest in, but no experience hence I was hesitant at first. I eventually relented after two calls made by them, and picked up. In their call, they mentioned that this was a permanent job. However, I said that I was only interested for a temporary job.
They tried to convince me by saying that they can process my application to the client, but I cannot tell them that I was only keen to work temporarily. They ended the call with me filling some stuff through text and agreeing to them processing my application. After the call, I had a conversation with a trusted friend regarding this, and noticed several red flags (misspelling of name, poor grammar, no job scope and low pay etc). It was then I decided to not proceed with the application. Thinking that they could potentially be a scammer and I most likely will not accept the offer, I proceeded to block them.
Fast forward to today, they have been harassing me with constant messages and calls, multiple calls in one day. They also tried messaging me with a different number, which I blocked also. Moving forward, what can I do about this situation?

I had a visia scan of my face and the skin therapist (not a derm) said it's rosacea and couperose. I mostly have flushing cheeks that hurt and burn, nose and chin can be affected as well. Sometimes with invisible bumps. Skin feels very restless and bumpy all of a sudden. This been going on for about 1.5 weeks non stop now. And the burn is insane. Yes it gets worse when going into the sun. But even just heat also hurts. So temperature, even in shade is aweful. Skin therapist said my skin doesn't have a lot of damage. So that's good. So I guess it's not because my barrier is broken?
I was coming to terms with having painful rosacea and couperose. Wanting to address the burn. Now gp wants me to use levomethol gel. I've tried it once. It stings like hell and makes it far worse. As far as I know is this stuff used for colds. So I don't get it. I already told you guys in a different post that I can't handle any type of skincare anymore, since the weather is getting hotter. Not for sensitive skin. Water even hurts.
My arms aren't affected, they're also exposed. So is my chest, and chest has a few red bumps but I always thought this is my urticaria. Since I have had that for about 2 years. It doesn't itch or flake. Arms do have a bit of a red streak after sun exposure but I always have that. Idk if that's a sign of sun allergies.
Gp doesn't want to refer me to a derm cause she's convinced it's sun allergies. But I can't really tell the difference. I thought sun allergies were more itchy bumps than flushing.
I only have this with warm weather though. By this I mean the burning pain. My face is always a little red. But now it just hurts.
Doesn't sun allergy always itch? Mine doesn't itch at all.

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